Wherever You Will Go 30

Chapter 30

I felt something moving on my lap. My eyes fluttered open when I realized that I’ve fallen asleep instead of looking out for Sir Dean. I looked at the couch and was surprised that he’s gone. I quickly stood up and scanned his office. Still, he is not around.

“Asan na ‘yon?” I muttered. Sir Ryan and Ma’am Ched left earlier since they still have to continue doing the exams for their student back at their tables. But they said that they won’t be leaving yet until they accompany Ricky back home safe. I glanced at my watch and saw that it’s already six in the evening. I hurriedly walked to leave his office but before I could even open the door, it quickly opened and Ricky came into view.

He just stared at me and clenched his jaws. “I didn’t want to wake you up. I just went to the comfort room.” He said. And without waiting for my answer, he walked past me and sat on his chair. He pulled out the iPad from his bag and started scanning it.

My heart just ached from that scene. I know that it’s hard for him, yet he doesn’t want to let it out. He just buries all the ache and stores it away somewhere, untouched, so that he could maintain his strong façade. I walked until I am behind him and then I hugged him from there. Ricky froze a bit, but then I felt his hands on my arms and just held it tightly.

“Just let it all out Richard.” I whispered. And I think that did the trick. He stood up and just hugged me. I could hear him sob on my shoulder. I enclosed my arms around him and tried to make him feel better. “It’s not your fault, it’s not your fault.” I kept on saying.

“I just feel so useless.” He muttered. “I don’t think I can do this anymore.”

I sighed and took a step back. I placed my hands on either side of his face and wiped his tears with my thumbs. “It has always been my childhood dream to be a doctor. Pangarap kong magsuot ng puting lab coat tapos may stethoscope sa leeg.” I started and his eyes just stared at mine in the most confused way he can. “As I got older, my view changed. It’s not just only because of those material things but I want to be a doctor because I want to save lives. ‘Yung titignan nila ako sa mata, papasalamatan ng buong puso, tapos uuwi nang magaan ang loob, kasi alam nila na gagaling sila. At naniniwala sila sa kakayahan at kaalaman ko na lahat ng sasabihin ko sa kanila ay para sa ikabubuti nila.” I said. “And that is something money couldn’t buy.”

“But why are you ..” Ricky trailed off.

“Bat wala ako sa med school?” I finished his question and he just nodded. “Yung totoo? Financial eh. I tried getting scholarships pero kasi nga may bad record ako sa genetics ‘di ba? At first, oo, aaminin ko, disappointed ako kasi ikaw na nga ‘tong may pure na intensyon para mag-aral, ikaw pa ‘tong hindi pinalad. But I also learned that I could also help people kahit hindi ako doctor. Research can change everything just like doctors. Kung wala ‘yung research namin, hindi kayo makakapanggamot.” I continued and gave him a smile. “Ikaw? Sabi mo dati, ikaw ‘yung may gustong mag-doktor. Pinilit ka lang ni Tito mag Doctor in Philosophy.” I asked and he just nodded. “Bakit?”

Sir Dean took a deep breath and stared on the floor for a while. “It was Alex who wanted it. But because we’re close, she influenced me. She made me realize that I can make the world better. And because of our family status, everything is possible and that we must use it on the best way possible.” He started. Sir Dean looked back at the floor again. “Then .. then she died.” He said, his voice cracking up. “When she died, my whole world died with her. She was the best Ate I could ever have. So I just decided I would be a doctor, just like what she wanted.” Ricky stated. “So I took it. First year was hard but I got through. Not just because I want to continue what Alex wanted but … I found my place there. I suddenly want to be the person who would make the difference, who would stand between death and life itself. I want to be a doctor that would make Alex and my mom proud.” Sir Dean continued, his voice steadier this time. Then he looked at me. “And I want to save the mothers and Alex’s of all the families out there. But .. but it’s just like reliving everything –“

“Hindi ganon ‘yon, okay?” I interrupted and just looked at me like he just lost everything. “I know that it hurts so much pero kasi Ricky kung bibitaw ka ngayon, paano na lang ‘yung mga susunod pa? Like Alex and your mom, they need you. They need you to be strong for them. And believe me, if you understand what I’m saying, alam kong ngayon pa lang, kahit wala pang MD sa dulo ng pangalan mo, proud na proud na sa’yo si Alex at si Tita.” I explained, trying to smile at him. I do hope my message can get through. “There are still a lot of mothers and Alex’s that need saving. You can’t possibly give up now.” I added.

Ricky just stared at me and then his eyes just relaxed. He took a deep breath and nodded. Then his lips curved up a bit to give me his famous smirk. “I guess you are right.” He muttered.

I rolled my eyes at him. “Syempre, tama ako. Ako pa?” I mocked and he finally chuckled.

“What would I do without you, Maya Dela Rosa?” He said and kept on staring at me. He closed our gaps and gave me a warm embrace. “Thank you.” He muttered.

“Okay ka na ba? Kailangan mo ba ng tubig? Pagkain?” I quickly asked. Sir Dean leaned back and looked at me amusedly. “Sabi ni Tito Roberto, ihatid ka na raw namin sa bahay niyo pagkagising mo. Nasa labas lang sina Sir Ryan, si .. si Ma’am Ched –“

I abruptly stopped when I felt his lips on my forehead. It stayed there for long and it made me feel like he wants to thank me for everything that I did for him. “Okay na ko. You’ve done enough.” He said after. “So I’m assuming they canceled my class with you?” He asked and I just nodded as an answer while Ricky just laughed at me. “Pwede mo ba akong samahan?”

“S-San?” I managed to mutter.

“Sa mall. I still don’t have any gift for Inigo. The party’s already tomorrow, right?” He replied.

“P-Pero Ricky! Hindi pa pwede. Kailangan mong magpahinga! Umiiyak ka pa kanina tapos ngayon, pagkatahan mo, gagala na agad tayo? Bipolar lang? Saka sabi nga ni Tito –“

I stopped again when he leaned in to kiss the tip of my nose. “One more word and I think you already know what’s gonna happen next.” He whispered.

I swallowed the lump on my throat and managed to take a step back and nodded. “K-Kunin ko lang ‘yung bag ko.” I softly muttered and left him. I just need to get out of his office. I could feel that my whole face is red right now and I could feel my heart hammering fast.

“Maya, are you okay? Bat pulang pula ka?” Sir Ryan said as I stood there awkwardly outside Sir Dean’s office.

“H-Ha? Ah, o-okay lang ako Sir Ryan.” I managed to answer and then I forced a smile.

“Is he okay?” He asked and I just nodded. Sir Ryan stood up from his seat and made his way inside while I am still standing there. After a few seconds, my feet managed to walk to my table and took a deep breath to regain my composure.

“Maya, Maya, kumalma ka.” I muttered. When I reached my chair, my mind replayed just what happened inside the office. I could still feel Sir Dean’s lips on my forehead and on my nose and then suddenly, I squealed by the kilig that rushed through me.

Then it hit me. “Baka ‘pag hindi ako umalis ..” I muttered then I placed my hand on my lips. Maybe that would’ve happened. I quickly scanned the faculty. Good thing that there’s no one but Sir Ryan who witnessed what just happened. Then I squealed again.

The door to Sir Dean’s office bolted open. I quickly straightened in my seat and looked for my bag around. I quickly grabbed it and pretend that I was fixing things before someone could even go out of the office.

“Are you sure? Have you called Tito yet? Ako malalagutan don eh.” I heard Sir Ryan’s voice.

“I already texted him. I’m fine, Ryan. I swear.” Sir Dean’s voice followed.

Sir Ryan just sighed. “Fine. Not because I’m happy with this but I know you’re okay whenever you call me like that. And besides, may kasama ka naman pala eh.” Then went silent for a bit and when I looked up, I saw the two of them looking at me. “I’ll get going then. May last minute shopping pa kami ni Raffi. Tita Ched already went home.” He said as he went to his table and packed his things. “I’ll see you two tomorrow. 3PM ha? Have a great night.” He said and finally left.

“Do you still need a few minutes? I can wait outside.” Sir Dean said. He has his bag slung on his arm and he looks like he is ready to go.

“Okay na ko.” I said with a smile.

Sir Dean chuckled. “Okay na talaga?” He said and I guess he meant if I’m okay, considering what happened earlier.

I just smiled at him. “Okay na.” I replied. I stood up and walked just until I’m beside him.

“Tayo na?” He asked.

I bit my lower lip. There’s just something about his question that yells more. “Tara na.” I replied.

Ricky chuckled and shook his head. “Okay.” He said. Then I felt his hand near mine. When it’s already on top of it, he sneaks his fingers inside my palm and opened it, then entwined it with his. “Let’s go.” He said and I just melted with that huge smile on his face.

We arrived shortly at the mall. Ricky’s hand never let go of mine even though he is driving. It’s a good thing his car is automatic. “So what do you want to eat?” He suddenly asked. I looked at him and I looked at him strangely. “What? Hindi pa ako kumakain. And all that crying made me famished.”

“Ikaw bahala, saan mo ba gustong kumain?” I replied.

“I’m asking you that question, Maya.” He said. “Ganto na lang. What do you want to eat right now?”

I looked at him and saw that he is smiling over me. His eyes are a bit red and puffed but he still managed to give me that warm smile. “Pizza.”

Ricky’s smile just got wider and pulled me. “Let’s go then. You read my mind. Gusto ko rin ng pizza eh.” We settled inside Yellow Cab and he ordered a pizza and a Charlie chan. I spent most of our time mocking him because of his breakdown earlier. Sir Dean played along well, I don’t think that he got annoyed, even a bit.

“I’m not really good with gifts.” Sir Dean said as we strolled in the toy section of the department store. We spent too much time in eating and now we really need to buy a gift since the mall will soon close. “What should I buy? Okay lang na teddy bear?” He said as he grabbed one from the stand.

I chuckled at his suggestion. “Ricky, seven years old na si Inigo. Hindi teddy bear ang kailangan non.” I said as I grabbed the bear using my free hand and placed it back on the stand.

“How about like, xbox, or those Nintendo things?” He asked again.

“Galante.” I muttered with a smile. “Pero hindi eh. ‘Yan ang problema ng mga bata ngayon. Puro na lang iPads, cellphone, tablet, laging ganon na lang ang hawak.” I stated.

“Now you sound like a mother.” He said flatly. When I narrowed my eyes at him, he just laughed.

“May anak kasi si Kute, Ricky. Si Cho. Kaya alam ko ‘yung mga bagay na ‘yan eh. Actually, pwede na talaga akong mag-asa-“ I bit my lower lip and looked away from him.

“Again? Pwede ka na nang what?” He teased.

“Pwede na kong mang-asar.” I quickly replied and he just continued to laugh. “May bike na ba si Inigo?” I asked.

“I really don’t know. Pero I am betting na meron na. I think Molina mentioned it once that he got him a bike. Or was it his own bike?” He replied.

“You’re a horrible friend, Ricky.” I replied.

“Pero hindi horrible na boyfriend.” He said and I just looked at him with a smile. “I’m doing good so far, ‘di ba?”

“Nanliligaw ka pa lang, Ricky.” I reminded him. After a few minutes of walking, I finally saw the perfect gift for Inigo. “Ito Ricky! Feeling ko bagay na regalo!” I exclaimed. It’s one of those remote controlled drones. I grabbed one and quickly placed it back.

“O, what’s the matter, why did you put it back?” Ricky asked.

“Mahal eh.” I said.

“Yes? What is it?” He quickly said.

My brows furrowed at him. “Mahal nga.”

“Bakit nga?” He replied again and I could see the hint of amusement in his eyes.

“Ricky. Mahal.” I still said.

“Yes? Bakit?” He just went on.

“Alam mo ang kulit mo eh. Mahal nga eh.” I annoyingly said.

Ricky just chuckled. “Maya, as much as I want your endearment, akala ko ba wala pang tayo?” He said.

My eyes widened at him when I realized what he meant. “R-Ricky! ‘Yung drone ‘yung mahal! As in .. ano, e-expensive!” I defended.

He just continued to laugh. “It’s alright. I understand. I just wanted to tease you.” He said as he removed his hold in my hand and placed it on my side to give me a hug. “So, ito na ‘yung ireregalo natin?” He asked. “I’ll just share your gift kaysa magpaikot-ikot pa tayo dito.” He said.

“Bibilhin mo talaga ‘to?” I asked.

“Yes. Why not?” He asked back.

“Eh kasi seven years old lang si Inigo. May chance na masisira lang ‘yung laruan. Sayang ‘yung pera ‘di ba?” I stated.

Ricky slowly nodded as he considers my suggestion. “How about we buy those helicopter thing muna? I think it costs less, don’t you think?” He asked and I just nodded. Finally, we have our gift.

“Umuwi ka na Ricky. Pagod ka na rin eh.” I said as he stopped in front of our house and said that maybe it’s time to meet my family. “We could always do this some other time.” I said.

Ricky nodded. “Do you want some help with your thesis?” He asked.

“’Wag na, Ricky. Ang dami mo nang naitulong. Kaya ko na ‘to.” I said. “Uwi ka na ha. Magpahinga ka na. Baka hinihintay ka na rin ni Tito.”

He just smiled at me and nodded. “Opo, uuwi na.” He answered. “I had a great day, Maya. And thank you, again, for bringing me back to my senses.”

“Wala ‘yon. Sabi mo nga dati, ‘I’ll do anything for you.’ Sige na. Tatapusin ko pa ‘yung thesis ko. I had a great time, too. Goodnight.” I said.

Ricky leaned in and laid a kiss on my forehead. “Goodnight. I’ll pick you up tomorrow.” He said. I watched him sped off. After helping a bit in the chibugan, I went inside my room to finish my school works. I know I’ll finish it within the night. Ricky is enough to fuel my inspiration.

A/N:

Sorry po! I’ve been trying to figure out how I’m going to run this story. Thank you po for waiting!

Wherever You Will Go 29

Chapter 29

“Maya!” A voice called me as I entered the faculty. “Don’t forget Inigo’s birthday tomorrow, okay? I’ll be expecting you.” I saw that it was Sir Ryan with a huge smile on his face. I could see that he is really excited to celebrate his son’s birthday.

“Nako Sir, wala pa pala akong regalo!” I suddenly blurted out. I’ve been so busy with the last few lectures before final exams next week and I’m still doing my thesis in Sir Dean’s class.

Sir Ryan just smiled at me. “Don’t worry. ‘Yung pagpunta mo pa lang, Malaki nang regalo. Besides, I can’t really blame you. Finals na kasi eh. Ang daming pending projects and exams. Kahit kay Doc, busy kayo ano?”

“Oo Sir Ryan. Sobrang hassle. Pero tatapusin ko na mamaya. Konting push na lang kahit Friday. Madali lang naman ‘yung ginawa kong topic for thesis.” I replied.

“That’s good then! But seriously, Maya, I really hope you can come. Pati na rin si Lim.” He said and gave me a wink.

I sat down on my chair and reached for my notes. I have another long test coming up on Sir Dean’s class. First semester will soon end and it feels like it’s been years. I really need to do well so that I could apply for scholarship again. And with that, I don’t have to work part-time.

“Maya! Kain tayo. Nagdala ng pancit si Zenaida. Nailabas na kasi ng ospital ‘yung anak niya. Mar already bought drinks.” Ma’am Ched happily said. Her eyes shifted from my face to the notebook I’m holding on my hands. “Long test na naman? Mamaya na ‘yan. It can wait and the food cannot.” She said.

“Okay po Ma’am.” I replied. I stood up and followed her to the table where we do our meetings. She handed me a paper plate and Sir Mar gave me a cup of soft drinks. All the professors are exchanging stories and puns about their day. I laughed along with them. Yes, my notes can wait. Even though all of us are stressed and busy, this moment that we’re having is already enough to remove all of it. Who knows? This is actually a family I never thought that I would have.

“Sino pa bang single dito?” Ruby, a fellow professor, asked.

“Well, as far as I know, tatlo na lang kayo. Ikaw, then there’s Ms. Tina, and Ms. Annie.” Sir Mar said.

“Ay si Maya pa, Sir. Bago lang.” Sir Ryan quickly said then he winked at me. I just rolled my eyes at him. “Single pa nga ba, Ms. Maya?”

“Single pa, Sir.” I rode along.

“Hay nako, bakit ba big deal kung single sila?” Ma’am Ched butted in. “More or less naman makakahanap na rin sila ng partner nila dito sa school. Just wait for it girls. Usually, if not from our department, he’ll be in the other colleges.” She continued.

“No need to reminisce Ms. Ched!” Sir Mar quickly said making us all laugh. Ma’am Ched’s husband is actually a professor in the College of Engineering and Architecture.

“Pero Sir, ‘di ba po si Doc Santelices, single pa?” Tina inquired.

“Well, yes, I think he is.” Sir Mar answered and Tina, along with Ruby and Annie squealed. “O, may fans club pala si Doc dito eh!”

“Sir naman. Ang gwapo kasi ni Doc. Lalo na nung trip sa Baguio. Lagi syang ngumingiti!” Annie said with a huge smile on her face.

“Mukhang madami kang kaagaw.” Sir Ryan whispered beside me.

I just chuckled and played along. “I don’t think so, Sir. Nag-iisa lang ako kay Ricky eh.” I whispered back and it made Sir Ryan laughed. The banter about Sir Dean continued and it actually made me miss him even more. The last time that I saw him was that Wednesday morning. He’s been busy in med school, something that I would understand because of the relationship I had with Simon. He usually calls me at night but only for a brief of time. It would either be me telling him to go to sleep or he’ll fall asleep in the middle of the call. But he never fails to greet me good morning every day with a text.

In the middle of the whole laughter, the door suddenly opened with a loud sound. Silence enveloped the faculty as we watched the door to see who’s going to come in. After a few seconds, Sir Dean came into view. His head is bowed down and he looks like a mess. He walked slowly until he got inside his office without even saying hello to us.

“Uh, excuse me.” Sir Ryan said and he quickly followed Sir Dean inside his office.

“Well, the boss is back. Ubusin na natin ‘tong pancit para makauwi na rin ‘yung iba.” Sir Mar spoke. All of the professors just nodded and the stories went back on.

“Ma’am, balik na po ako sa table ko, magre-review lang –“

“Maya, I think you should check on them.” Ma’am Ched said.

“Ched’s right. Sige na. Kami na ang bahala.” Sir Mar butted in. I just nodded at them. I discreetly left them so that no other teacher will notice that I’m gone.

I quickly got inside the room and to my surprise, it’s all dark. I flipped the switch inside the room and saw that Sir Dean and Sir Ryan are sitting on the floor at the corner of the office.

“Maya, just stay with him. I’ll just tell Tita Ched to cancel his class at 6PM. I’ll also get some food. Just .. just stay with him.” Sir Ryan said as he stood up. I just nodded and when the doors closed, my eyes found Sir Dean.

His arms are on top of his knees while his hands are around his bowed head. I slowly walked until I am beside him and then I sat on the floor beside him. I don’t know what happened. Did something happen in the hospital? But even if it is, I have never seen Simon like this.

“Ricky?” I softly said. “Ricky, I’m just here okay?” I continued.

“They’re .. dead.” He softly muttered.

“S-Sino?” I nervously asked.

“I .. I .. I did everything I could .. but .. but ..” He continued then I heard a soft sob. I quickly put my arms around him and tried to give him a hug. “I wasn’t enough.”

“Ricky, ‘wag mong sabihin ‘yan.” I replied.

“They died right before my eyes. I’m supposed to heal them .. but  .. but .. they just ..” He continued and then the sobs grew louder and now he’s crying. He shifted in his position to hug me back. “I’m not good enough.”

I took a deep breath and I decided to put my hands on each side of his face and looked at him. His eyes are red and I could see that he hasn’t gotten that much sleep. “Ricky, makinig ka sa’kin. Everything happens for a reason, okay? If things didn’t go according to plan, it doesn’t mean that you’re not good enough. It means that you have to be strong for them. And that you have to keep working hard para sa susunod, ikaw na ‘yung makikipaglaban para sa kanila.” I told him as I wiped the tears from his eyes. “May tulog ka na ba?”

Sir Dean just shook his head and leaned on the wall behind him. He took a deep breath then he brought his hands together and started to fidget. “One adult female, one adult male, a teen girl and a young boy. Emergency room. Car accident.” Sir Dean started talking in fragments. “Kulang sa doctor so they asked us to attend the others. They are all suffering from third degree burns and .. and fractures, and concussions. The boy and his father survived. But .. but the mother  and the daughter ..” Sir Dean’s voice started to shake and tears started to fall again from his eyes. “It’s .. It’s like I was looking at my mom and Alex. And they died. They died all over again. In front of me. Right before my eyes. It’s just … I .. I couldn’t take it and ..” He trailed off and he buried his head again between his hands and cried.

My heart cringed at the sight of him like that. I fully understand that it’s hard for him to see such a scenario knowing that he didn’t accept his mother and Alex’s death right away. I just hugged him tight. “It’ll be alright, Ricky. It will be, okay?” I comforted him. I guess that’s the best way that I could do to help. “Tayo ka muna dyan. Dun tayo sa couch mo, malamig kasi sa sahig eh.” I gently said. He just nodded his head and I assisted him until we reached his couch. I laid him down, with his head on my lap, even though it’s against his will. I took his hand in mine and for a second he just stared at it. “Matulog ka muna, okay? Sobrang stressed ka kasi kaya sobra ‘yung nagging epekto sa’yo.” I said.

I felt his hands tighten around my hold. He turned sideways and faced me. “Don’t leave me.” He muttered.

I tried to curl up a bit and kissed his head. “I won’t.” I replied and just by doing that, he immediately fell asleep. The door to his office suddenly opened revealing Sir Ryan with a plate of food on his hands.

“Is he okay?” He asked. Sir Mar and Ma’am Ched are behind him and they locked the door after everyone is already inside.

“Parang hindi pa.” I just replied. Sir Dean is still holding my hand tight as I used my other hand to run it through his hair.

“What happened ba?” Sir Mar asked.

“Hindi po nya nakwento nang buo pero parang sa ospital po nangyari eh. May nasugod daw pong pamilya sa emergency room gawa po ng car crash. Eh dahil may shortage daw po ng doctor, sila ‘yung nag asikaso. Naligtas naman daw po yung tatay saka yung anak na lalaki kaso ‘yung babae saka ‘yung nanay, hindi po.” I explained. “Mukhang sa pagod na rin po ni Sir Dean, parang nakita po niya na ‘yung mom nya at si Alex ‘yung hindi nya nasagip.”

“Yan talagang batang ‘yan o.” Ma’am Ched muttered. “Sabihin mo nga kay Robert na ‘alisin na sa pagiging Dean ‘tong si Richard. Nahihirapan lang lalo ‘tong inaanak ko eh.” Ma’am Ched reacted.

“I’ve been telling that to him. Matagal na Ched. Wala naman sa kanya ‘yung desisyon eh. I think Richard still wants to be here kahit na nahihirapan siya.” Sir Mar explained. “Di bale, I’ll talk to him again. I know he’ll be worried when he finds out na nagkaganito ang anak nya.”

“I already texted Tito Roberto, Tito Mar. Kahit ako nagulat eh. First time kong makita si Lim na ganito.” Sir Ryan said. Then he took out the phone from his pocket when it beeped. “Tito asked if we could bring Lim sa bahay nila.” He said.

“Hayaan muna siguro natin syang matulog Sir Ryan. Baka sumpungin na naman ‘to kapag nagising eh.” I suggested.

“Well, Maya has a point.” Sir Mar said. “Is Robert in his office?”

“Oo ata Tito. Nung dumaan ako kanina, nandoon naman ‘yung sasakyan niya.” Sir Ryan answered.

“Puntahan ko muna. I’m sure, nag-aalala na ‘yon.” Sir Mar said and stood up. “Good thing Maya’s here.” He added before he closed the door.

“Maiba ako, Maya. Kayo na ba ni Richard?” Ma’am Ched asked with a smile on her face.

“Nako sinasabi ko na nga ba at itatanong niyo yan Tita.” Sir Ryan quickly said. “You need to answer her, Maya or else, hindi ka talaga tatantanan niyan.”

I just gave Ma’am Ched a smile. “Hindi pa po.” I replied.

Ma’am Ched just gave me a teasing smile and she turned to look at Sir Ryan who is already laughing. “Hay, Maya. Richard could be a very difficult man. I guess it’s because he shielded everything para hindi na siya masaktan. He was so close to his family, lalo na sa mom and to his Ate. And I couldn’t really blame him nung nagkaganyan sya. They are his world and then suddenly, the both of them are gone. He guarded everything in his life. But .. I can already see that you’re someone who can easily go through that wall he built around him. And I’m happy that Richard finally let someone enter his life.”

I just smiled at Ma’am Ched and then my eyes went back to the Dean sleeping on my lap. His hands are still entwined on mine and he’s holding unto it so tight like he doesn’t want to let go. After all I’ve been through with him, after all he’s done for me, and after what Ma’am Ched said, I knew deep down in my heart, I also don’t want to let go.

A/N:

Sorry it took too long po! Salamat po sa lahat ng tumatangkilik sa mga fanfics na ‘to! It really means a lot to me po 🙂 God bless everyone!

From Paris, With Love 2

Chapter 2

Hugo, the old man I met at the airport took me to my hotel. He is my personal driver throughout my stay here in Paris. I don’t know how long I’ll be staying here. I don’t even know why I’m here. It was my father’s idea that I should take a vacation. He even volunteered to pay for my expenses. He just said that I’ve been working too hard and I don’t have any time to relax. And then there’s the part where he said that he’s worried that I might look older than him because of all the stress.

Now I’m here in Paris, on vacation, in this huge bed that my father paid for me and all I can do is stare at the ceiling. My life is a mess. Maybe I’ll just spend my whole life with work. At least I did something great. But .. but no one to share it with.

I reached for the phone in my pocket to text my dad. As usual, there’s no texts and calls from somebody. I deeply sighed. I just wish something different would happen, something that would turn my whole world around.

My phone beeped. It’s a text from my dad. Go on Skype.

As weird as it is that my dad asked for a skype video, I still pulled my laptop out of my bag and went online. I quickly pushed the button of the name of my dad and clicked video call.

“Hey Dad.” I said as soon as I got a clear video of him. “Why do I need to call you at this hour? Madaling araw na dyan sa California.” I said.

“I’m in the Philippines, Frank. Sorry I forgot to tell you. Your Ate got some trouble in the business, napapunta tuloy ako nang wala sa oras. I left the same day that you left.” He answered.

“I don’t really need this vacation, Dad. If I were still there, edi sana ako na lang ‘yung umuwi ng Pilipinas.” Edi sana I had the chance to check up on Chinggay.

“You need that, Frank.” My Dad answered. “Ever since you came back from your trip from here three years ago, you buried yourself more on work –“

“There is a client that I really really want to sign a deal with. At kilala mo ako Dad. I always –“

“You always get what you want.” He interrupted. My dad gave me a smirk and then he sighed. “But, I guess you didn’t get her.” He said.

“Dad –“

“I know she’s the reason, Frank.” Dad interrupted again. I don’t really want to talk about it. “And you were stupid enough to let her go.”

“Dad –“

“I know that it’s your thing to keep that strong, unapproachable, cocky façade of yours. But I know deep down, you are hurting.” He continued. I just remained mum. He got me spotted on. “I am sorry that I only got to talk about it now. And I’m sorry dahil nung pinakilala mo si Chinggay sa amin three years ago, I didn’t approve. I guess you got that stupidity in me because I am also stupid enough to realize that I wouldn’t trade any tradition for the happiness of my son.” He said. My eyes widened and my heart doubled up its speed. “What I’m saying is, you’re free to choose any woman that you wish to spend your life with. And I’m guessing that it’s Chinggay.”

I just shook my head with a sad smile. “Yes, Dad. But .. but I’m afraid it’s too late. I am three years late. Maybe she’s already married.” I sadly said. “It wouldn’t be impossible. I would find it impossible if any man failed to love her like I do, maybe even better.”

“I am sorry, son. It was all because of me.” My father admitted. “Well, I do hope that you enjoy your stay in Paris. I don’t know why you chose to spend your vacation there, but I do hope that you can rethink what path you will take next.  As much as I love my son being the hard worker that he is, I just want him to find his happiness.” He said and then he disconnected the phone.

I laid back on the bed and stared at the ceiling again. The City of Love. How ironic is it? To be in a place where people call the capital of love yet most people here are not. Do they have some kind of instrument to measure that? Cause if they do have one, I would need to sign on it.

I took a deep breath and decided to get up. My father is right – I need a breather. I grabbed my jacket and left my room. I asked for Hugo in the reception area and I just told him to bring me to the famous spots here in Paris. I don’t mind being in the crowd. I actually need to exercise my French.

Hugo dropped me off in Champ-Elysée, the heart of Paris. I told him to just wait for me until I got back. This place is one of the famous avenues in the world. There are a lot of shops, a lot cafes and restaurant but I really want to go to a certain place – the Arc de Triomphe.

It is the famous Arc in Paris and holds a lot of history. I explored the museum first but I did it quickly. I took the stairs to reach the top and saw the panoramic beauty of Paris. The view is actually breath-taking.

The reason why I’m here in Paris is because it’s the only place Chinggay wants to be. I don’t know what she sees in this place. When we used to be a couple, she would talk for hours and hours about the places she wants to visit here and what her itineraries would be. For five years, she bugged me with this and if I can remember it correctly, this is the first place she would visit. And I’m somewhat regretting that I did not take her here. Maybe if I did, maybe things would be different.

“Well, Chinggay, it’s really beautiful up here.” I muttered. I stayed there longer that I expected. I guess it’s just one of those places where you can think. I was looking around when I saw a lady taking selfies a few meters away from me. Her back was faced on me but I couldn’t prevent the grin emerging on my face. If Chinggay is here? I bet she is already taking endless pictures.

Then the lady turned to her side and saw a glimpse of the features of her. Her hair is just as short as her, and her eyes .. c-could it be?

“Excuse me Sir!” A voice stopped me from taking another step. “You’re Mr. Frank Sison, am I right?” The lady continued to ask and when I failed to say a word she squealed to her friend beside her. From their looks, I already know that they are Filipinos. “Me and my friend attended your seminar years ago. I was wondering if we could take a picture with you?” She asked.

I just found myself nodding, then the two of them quickly stood beside me. After the picture was taken, I turned around to look for the lady I was going to approach earlier. She’s nowhere to be seen. I bid my farewell to the Filipino ladies and I quickly left the Arc. When I reached the bottom, there is still no sight of her.

“You’re doing it again, Frank. You’re seeing her again.” I muttered. I took a deep sigh and made my way back to Hugo. He quickly got out of the car and opened the back door for me. “Je me demandais si nous pouvions avoir le déjeuner. Connaissez-vous un endroit? ” I told him that I am looking for a place to eat and if he knows a place. Hugo raised his brows. I guess he didn’t expect that I could speak French.

“Oui. Il y a ce lieu près –”

“Génial! S’il vous plaît joindre à moi. Je ne suis pas bon dans les directions suivantes.” I interrupted before he could start giving me directions. I just asked him to join me since I am not really good at following directions.

Hugo led me to a restaurant somewhere in Champ-Elysée. He insisted that we eat outside so that I could further enjoy the ambiance of Paris. As we wait for our food, Hugo mentioned different places that I could visit. He said that there will no trouble reaching any of it since he knew every route here in Paris. I guess at his age, he really knows what he is talking about. He really reminds me of my father in his younger days.

After eating, we went to a local pub to share a drink. It’s getting darker here in Paris. We were seated outside again and I could easily see why Hugo likes it here. The place is just so alive. It somehow reminded me of home. Not in California, but the one in Taguig.

I have no idea how many bottles I’ve been drinking then I saw her again. That lady on top of the arc. She looks so much like Chinggay. Without saying anything, I stood up from my seat and ran for her. I could hear Hugo calling me but I refuse to look back. I just ran and ran for her. I ran until I lost sight of her. I found myself back at the Arc. I leaned on one of its walls to catch my breath.

“You’re just drunk, Frank.” I muttered. I took a deep breath and stood up. I wonder if Hugo finds me.

“Frank?” I heard a voice which stopped me from moving. And I think my heart stopped too. I slowly turned around until I saw the lady I was chasing. “Frank ikaw nga!” She repeated.

“Chinggay.” I muttered. A huge smile crept on her face as she walked in front of me and gave me a hug. “H-How are you?” I managed to say as I returned the hug.

“Eto, sobrang saya!” She smiled again. “This is Paris, Frank! This is really a dream come true for me!” She exclaimed.

I smiled at her. As always, her mood can really uplift mine. “Well, it’s your lifelong dream ‘di ba?” I replied and she giddily nodded. “But I thought .. I thought a part of your dream to bring someone here in Paris with you? Someone special?” I dared ask.

Chinggay replied with a smile. “I came here alone.”  She replied.

My heart started that beating thing again. “Why? Nag-asawa ka pero iniwan mo siya sa Pilipinas? Bakit hindi mo sinama?” I teased.

She just laughed at me. “Who even told you that I got married? Frank, sa hinaba haba ng taon na lumipas, single pa rin ako.” She said.

“Well,” I started. “That’s .. that’s good news then.” I continued with a smile. And I think she already got an idea of what is about to happen.

“Ikaw ba? Are you married? Have you met the one?” She inquired.

“Oh I’ve met the one.” I replied. Her eyebrows shot upward immediately.

“Talaga?” She quickly asked.

“Yes. Pero hindi pa kami nagpapakasal.” I answered.

“Ha? Bakit naman?” She asked again.

“I left three years ago. Ngayon lang ulit kami nagkita. Here in Paris. Actually, she’s standing right in front of me.” I replied and I could see the faint color of pink on her cheeks. “I missed you.” I added.

Chinggay took a deep breath and just nodded. “Are you with somebody here?” She asked.

I just shook my head and just stared lovingly at her. Then a thought slapped me on the face. “Oh, no.” I muttered.

“Why? Is something wrong Frank?” She asked.

I shook my head again and took a deep breath. “I am drunk Chinggay. Is this really happening? I mean, you, here in Paris. It happened to me before. I was hallucinating. I thought I was talking to you when I’ve been talking to a lady that doesn’t even look a bit like you.” I answered. I walked back to the arc and leaned my back on it again and then I sat. I held my head between my hands and just breathed in deep. Then I felt an arm sneak around mine. I turned to my left and saw the woman I’ve loved over the years.

“Everything’s real Frank. I’m really here.” She muttered.

A smile slowly crept to my face. I guess this really is real. Then a few seconds later, I could hear someone shouting my name. Then when he saw me with Chinggay, he muttered something under his breath then after that, he suddenly broke into a series of French words which is about me running off and leaving him behind. I felt like a kid being scolded by his son. When he ran out of breath, he took a deep one and stopped.

I slowly stood up with Chinggay’s arms still around me. “Chinggay this is Hugo. He is my personal driver here in Paris. Hugo, cela est Chinggay. Elle est un de mes amis.” I introduced. I just told Hugo that she is a friend of mine.

“Mademoiselle, C’est un plaisir de vous rencontrer.” Hugo said.

“Frank, ano raw sabi?” Chinggay muttered beside me.

“Ah, he said it is a pleasure to meet you.” I translated.

Chinggay nodded her head. “It’s a pleasure to meet you too Hugo.” She replied. Hugo gave her a smile and said that he’ll be waiting inside the car. “Bakit ganon Frank? Bakit parang pinapagalitan ka nya kanina?”

“Actually he did.” I just replied. “It’s a long story. Maybe I could tell you tomorrow? I’m a bit drunk. I don’t know if I’ll be a good company.” I said. I took out my phone and gave it to her. “Can I have your number?”

Chinggay gladly accepted it and punched in her digits. “I’ll see you tomorrow Frank. Take care.” She said with a smile. I bid my farewell, and I too, walked away with a huge smile plastered on my face.

A/N:

Sorry po! Got caught up po sa mga outings haha! Bukas na po yung WYWG. Goodnight po!

From Paris, With Love 1

IF YOU HAVEN’T WATCHED THE ACHY BREAKY HEARTS MOVIE, THEN I SUGGEST THAT YOU SKIP THIS STORY. IT CONTAINS HUGE SPOILERS ABOUT THE MOVIE.  YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO HAVE WATCHED IT, PLEASE DO ENJOY!

Chapter One

Love is for those people who are brave, who act boldly in its name and for those who have courage to face risks, consequences, and the what ifs. It is for those who seek war just to fight for the ones they love. It is for those who are not afraid to lose everything.

It could be tiring. It could be very tiring. One moment, you have everything and the next thing you know, everything .. everything’s gone.

Truth is. I have everything. I had everything.

Ten years ago, I had everything. I had my everything. I met the most amazing woman. We met first when my cousin needed an engagement ring for her wife now. She was just a saleslady at that famous jewellery shop. I could tell that she’s still new back then. She was always fidgeting her hands whenever my cousin asks questions and she quickly evades my glances. Before we left that shop, I just couldn’t resist asking her name.

Chinggay.

I could still remember how my heart leapt when she said her name with a smile on her face. I know for sure that I will always remember her name. And boy, I was not wrong. It’s been ten years but my heart is still screaming for her name.

We became a couple shortly after that. I think I’ve already fallen for her on the day that I first laid eyes on her. For five years, we’ve shared laughter and tears, ups and downs, heck, we even invested a condo unit for us to live in together. I know, in my heart, I am ready to be with her for eternity.

Until that unfaithful night.

I’ve told my cousin that I am thinking of getting married. But then, my cousin reminded me of the Chinese tradition that my father withholds – that I am only to be married to a Chinese woman. For days I’ve tried to explain everything to my father but his decision stands. He doesn’t want Chinggay for me.

For months, I’ve dealt with that dilemma. I spent night after night in bars, in pubs, just so something could make me feel better. I already have to woman I want to spend the rest of my life with, but it’s my family who’s pulling everything back. It’s the reason why I’ve never introduced her to my family.

I was so drunk one night that I was brought home by a woman. When we got into my bedroom, she started kissing me, so I kissed her back. It was dark and because of the alcohol, I don’t really have control over myself. Everything is a fragment, everything was dark and everything’s going so fast. Next thing I know, a woman was straddling on me. Then the whole room went white. I saw a woman standing on the door. Her hands on her mouth with tears in her eyes. She quickly left, leaving me in misery.

“Frank, tama na. Ayoko na. Itigil na natin ‘to.” She said as she got out of my car. I waited two hours outside of the jewellery shop for her. It took a lot of persuasion before I finally convinced her that I will take her home so that we can talk.

“What do you mean by ayoko na? That’s it? We’re over?” I furiously asked.

“Ano pa ba ‘yung nakita ko nung gabing ‘yon? Kitang kita naman na may kinama kang babae. Ano pa bang gusto mo sa’kin Frank? Ibinigay ko na lahat sa’yo! Tapos ‘yan lang ang igaganti mo?” She answered back.

“Last night was an accident! I was drunk at some bar. I .. I thought that woman was you.” I honestly said. “I’m sorry, okay? I’m really sorry. I’ll make it up to you. Anything. Just ask for anything Chinggay.”

She went mum for a bit but still fumed with anger. “Sige. Ipakilala mo ako sa parents mo.” She said. I opened my mouth to speak but words fail to come out. Chinggay mocked a laugh. “Kita mo na? Ipapakilala mo lang ako sa pamilya mo hindi mo pa magawa.”

“I-It’s not that easy –“

“It’s that easy Frank! We’ve been together for five years! I haven’t even met them, hell, I haven’t even seen them!” Chinggay exclaimed.

I sighed in defeat. Am I really losing her? It can’t be. “I’m sorry honey. I’m really sorry. I’ll deal with my parents first, okay?”

“Bakit ka nag-inom, may problema ka ba?” She asked.

“Yes –“

“Tungkol saan?” She quickly asked. I could only keep my mouth shut. “Tungkol saan Frank?!”

“I-I can’t really talk about it, Chinggay.” I replied. She just rolled her eyes at me and walked to their gate. I grabbed her arm but she quickly pulled it back. “Hindi mo kasi naiintidihan –“

“Yes I can’t understand anything! Kasi wala kang sinasabi Frank!” She shouted and tears began to fall from her eyes. “Anong nangyari sa’yo? For the past months .. nag-iba ka. You became distant. I can’t feel your presence anymore. Tapos nung pinuntahan kita sa bahay niyo, ‘yon ang binungad mo sa’kin? Tapos sasabihin mo hindi mo kayang sabihin sa’kin ‘yung problema mo? Anong iisipin ko Frank? Ano?” She continued. “Ayoko na Frank.”

“Chinggay ..”

“Frank, how can we continue to be together if we can’t be honest with each other? I honestly thought that you are the one. I … I could see myself growing old with you. I’m sorry pero .. pero after ng gabing ‘yon –“

“Don’t give up on me yet, Chinggay. I love you. I love you so much.” I quickly said. I grabbed her by the waist and hugged her tight. “I love you, I love you, I love you –“

“Love’s not enough, Frank.” She said as she pushed herself away from me.

“That’s it? Five years, Chinggay? And now you’re throwing it all away?!”

Chinggay looked at me in the eye, no, she looked through me. “You’re the one who threw everything away Frank. Kalimutan mo na ako sa America.” She said and entered their house.

 

Before I left for America, I would always drive by in the shop. I would just watch her from afar, sometimes even follow the taxi until she gets home, only to hear my hear shatter because whenever she reach their gate, tears start falling down on her face. I just can’t watch her like that. I can’t watch the woman I love crying because I didn’t fight for her. I failed. And for that, she doesn’t deserve me.

I spent seven years in the States. Dated few women here and there but my heart is still in the Philippines. I buried myself into work and before I knew it, I already made a name for myself. I didn’t notice the years that passed. By that time, my dad is too old to run our company, so my sister chose to take charge. She said that she needs help in patching up a few things in the business so she asked me to come back to the Philippines. Since I was also offered to be a speaker in a seminar, I obliged to her offer.

It was that day when I cross paths with the woman in my past.

“To the lady there, please don’t be shy to ask a question.” I spoke through the microphone. I am actually excited to have this talk. Then I noticed this lady walk with a folder covering her face. She looks like she’s going to leave so I called her out. The woman slowly stood properly and revealed her face. My heart leapt again when I saw the familiar eyes that I used to stare at. As she made her way to the centre, where the microphone is, my mind played that five years that we spent together seven years ago. That’s when I knew, that I am still in love with her.

“Well, for five years, I invested everything in a business pero hindi bumalik sa’kin.” She said.

“Nasaan ‘yung tanong don?” I asked with a smirk. I really miss her.

“Sabi ko nga. Paano malalaman kung aling investment ang hindi scam?” She asked with her brows furrowed.

My breath hitched. “Well that’s the thing about investments. It is always a risk. Kailangang alam mo kung alin ang pipiliin mo. You have to choose wisely.” I answered both on the investment side and on the unanswered questions in her head.

Another man raised a hand to ask a question but she quickly butted in. We exchanged a few more banters until I said something that made her shut. “Thing is, wala kasing mangloloko kung walang nagpapaloko.” I clenched my fists after I said that. I didn’t mean it to be that harsh, it’s just that I want the banters over. Whatever our issues, it shouldn’t be brought out here in public. After the seminar, I took her out to dinner.

Everything is just so familiar. I just watched her as she eat. I don’t care if I lose any client because she dared me not to answer my phone. I could lose all the client that I have. I just don’t want to lose her again.

“Favorite mo kaya ‘yung crème brulee.” She said. I just smiled. I thought she forgot about that.

“I stopped. We’re not getting any younger, Chinggay.” I replied.

“Saka ang lakas mo kaya mag-yosi.” She said.

“I also stopped.” I replied. “I’m a changed person.” Because of you.

“Hanggang kalian ka dito sa Pilipinas?” She asked as she picked the contents of her plate.

“Maybe a few months? Years? Or maybe I’ll stay here for good.” I answered. My eyes are transfixed to hers. “If I find a good reason to stay, maybe I’ll stay.”

 

 

I started seeing her again whenever I have the time. I even helped her out in picking a house for her sister. That’s when I noticed that she just wants me to suffer. I told her that I will take the label of friends as of now. But then, I want us to be the way it was before. I still want her. I still love her.

She suffered allergies when she joined me in babysitting my nephew. I should’ve checked her food first if there’s any onion in it. Damn it. It was really my fault. I should’ve known better. We admitted her quickly at a hospital and that’s when I met Ryan.I could feel the connection between Ryan and Chinggay. Maybe I am too late.

 

Months passed and I called her up. I fetched her from their house and as soon as she got inside, I already knew that something is wrong. I did not press on for answers since I’m not really in the position to do so. So I just told her that we will be going to the condo unit that we bought years ago. It was already finished and for years, no one took great interest of it. And it seemed like the perfect place for her sister.

“Akala ko dito na tayo titira, magkakapamilya, tatanda.” She muttered as her eyes wander all around the place. I placed my hand on her shoulders and turned her around so she is now facing me.

“Who says we can’t still do that?” I asked. I cupped her face and slowly, slowly, leaned in until our lips touched.  I pulled back and looked into her eyes. I was surprised that she held my face and she leaned in and kissed me again. How I missed everything about her.

“Bakit may bed foam dito?” She asked as she broke our warm embrace though her hands stayed on my chest and mine around her waist.

“My cousin used to stay here when he was looking for a job. He bought that foam since there’s no place to sleep in here.” I answered. I pulled the foam down, took off my shoes and lay down. “It’s actually comfty.” I added and she just answered with a laugh. She lay down inches away from me and my eyes just got heavier and heavier until I fell asleep. I thought Chinggay was going to leave me when I felt her arms on my waist. I pulled her close and sandman visited me again.

But something’s not right.

 

“Frank.” A familiar voice called me as I walked outside the seminar building. “Can we talk?” She added. “Or can we have dinner?”

I sighed. “I’m leaving tomorrow, Chinggay.”

Her eyes widened. “Bakit? Wala ka bang nahanap na dahilan para mag-stay? Ako? Hindi ba ako sapat na dahilan mo?” She replied with tears welling up her eyes.

“Ano bang meron tayo, Chinggay? We’re friends. We’re just friends. And even if I wanted it to be more, we just can’t. I know that you’re in love with someone else. And I just don’t want you to settle for me.” I honestly answered.

“So aalis ka na lang? Akala ko ba kapag nagmahal, kailangang ipaglaban?” She answered.

“That’s the whole point why I’m leaving.” I replied. “Gusto kong ipaglaban mo kung sino man ang taong mahal mo. And I know that it’s not me. Truth is, I am still in love with you, Chinggay. I always have. Pero I need to set you free.” I answered and with a heavy heart, gave her a warm embrace and a kiss on her for head. Without saying another word, I just left. I can’t bear to see her crying again.

 

It’s been three years after that unfaithful trip to the Philippines. I haven’t heard from her again. Maybe she and Ryan got together again, maybe they even got married. But whatever Chinggay is up to, I will always be happy for her.

But the next time I see Chinggay again without any ring on her finger? I, Frank Sison, will fight for her wholeheartedly. I don’t care what I lose. I don’t care what struggles I will face. If there’s a hundred men fighting for her, then be it. I won’t give up. I won’t lose her again.

I clutched the jacket around me. It’s colder here than I expected. I quickly grabbed my luggage and scanned through the crowd in the airport. Then I saw a man with a sign board with my name on it. I approached him and he smiled at me. We shook hands and he said. “Bonjour Monsieur Sison! Welcome to Paris!”

A/N:

I removed some of the parts in the movie. And non verbatim po ‘yung dialogues. And that’s my version of Frank and Chinggay’s story. Kung meron po sa movie, di ko po kasi nasimulan. Haha! 

This is my personal take of the ending of the achy breaky hearts! Nabitin po kasi ako. Itatry ko pong pagsabayin si WYWG at ito. Intro part pa lang po ito. Haha.

Please do help me out. Ano pong pangalan nung nephew ni Frank, saka po ‘yung kapatid ni Chinggay. Thankies!

Wherever You Will Go 27

Chapter 27

It is just an ordinary day. I’ve been telling that to myself a thousand times even though my heart refuses to slow down its beating rate. I might even be suffering high blood pressure. “Maya, ang kulit mo.” I muttered. The day passed so quickly and I’m now on my way to teach my last class. The next one would be the most awaited class that I accidentally agreed to substitute.

My students are just going to take their long quiz and they could go afterwards. I don’t really need to do any lectures. So while they answer their papers, I’m sitting in front, reading my notes for my own long test in Sir Dean’s class. It’s funny though. In every topic that I read, I could almost hear Sir Dean’s voice in my head as if he’s having his own lecture there. I even told this to Kute last night when she went inside my room to bring me coffee. And guess what she said?

Masyado mo kasi siyang iniisip, bunso.

Am I? Am I really thinking about him that much? Well, I guess. But mostly it’s because of what he revealed last night. He asked for coexistence of us existing as friends without this student-teacher relationship. I do respect that. But what I cannot forget is when he said that he is not going to court me, yet. Am I ready to have another relationship? I know that Sir Dean is a busy man. What if our relationship ends up just like what I had with Simon? And am I allowed to date our Dean? Let alone my own Professor?

“Ma’am, may I ask a question?” A voice brought me back from my thoughts. I was actually glad that someone did. I thought my head was going to explode from all of those thoughts. I looked around the room and saw that it’s Edward, the boy who has an unusual liking to me.

“Yes?” I asked back.

“Break na po ba kayo ng boyfriend niyo?” He suddenly asked. The whole class turned their heads at me and then all of them laughed. “What? I am curious!” He added.

“Alright, settle down please.” I said and when the laughter died down I added, “Only questions about the exam, please.”

“Ma’am, sagutin niyo na rin.” A student said.

I rolled my eyes at them. “Ano bang makukuha niyo sa love life ko? Maisasagot niyo ba ‘yan sa exam?” I asked and I just got a soft laughter as my reply. I kept on observing since I think this is a way for me be distracted so that students will be able to cheat. “I’ll answer sa next class natin. For now please focus muna on your exam, and eyes on your own paper please.” I loudly said as I saw a few kids at the back asking each other for answers. Good thing that they stopped after that.

I made my way to Ms. Belmonte’s class right away since I don’t have any breaks after my previous class. It’s in the first floor, just beside my room in Sir Dean’s class. I made my way to the table and placed my things. “This is BIO31?” I asked the class and some nodded. “Ms. Belmonte is on leave, so I will be the substitute teacher for today in Genetics.” I said and I could clearly hear my heart hammer.

I took a deep breath as the students opened their notebooks and grabbed their pens. Just remember the way you told the lecture last night to Ricky. I told myself. My cellphone beeped and even though we’re not able to use cellphones during class, I took it out for a peek. It’s from Sir Dean.

Good luck on your lecture! Kaya mo ‘yan. Kwentuhan mo ako mamaya.

A smile flew across my face. I took a deep breath again and opened the lid of my marker. “So let’s start.” I said and I just rolled with it.

“That’s it for today. Thank you for listening.” I said with a smile as the students started packing up. I did well, I think. I was asked a few questions but I was able to answer with full confidence. I don’t know why but during my lecture, I could almost hear Sir Dean in my head.

“Ma’am thank you po sa lecture.” A student said. “Sana po kayo na lang ‘yung prof namin for genetics.” She kindly said. “Ano po bang schedule niyo? Baka po pwede kaming mag-sit in.”

“Ay thank you rin. Pero believe it or not, this is actually the first time that I taught genetics. Sana may naintindihan kayo. Feeling ko kasi ang gulo ng turo ko.” I kindly replied.

“Nako Ma’am, naintindihan po namin nang sobra.” Her friend butted in. “Si Ma’am Zenaida po kasi mabilis magturo. Naiintindihan naman po namin, kaso ang hirap pong maabsorb agad. ‘Yung sa inyo po sakto eh.” She said.

“Ganon ba?” I asked with a smile. “Pero alam ko namang kaya niyo ‘yan. Tamang intindi lang ‘yan at review.” I replied. They said thanks again and bid their farewell. I sighed in relief. I couldn’t be happier in hearing their comments.

“Ma’am Maya!” A familiar voice said. “Ang galing niyo pong magturo ah!”

“Niccolo!” I replied with a smile. He approached me with three guys behind him. I think they’re his friends. “Estudyante pala kita. Hindi ko napansin.”

“Syempre Ma’am, behave ‘to kapag nasa class.” He said with a huge smile. “Pero seryoso, Ma’am Maya. Naintindihan ko talaga lahat.” He said. “Pero ‘yung tropa ko medyo hindi nila nagets eh.”

“Ha? Bakit naman? May gusto ba silang itanong? Ayos lang. May time pa naman ako.” I said to him and to his friends.

“Masyado atang nagandahan sa’yo Ma’am eh.” Niccolo said and his friends quickly covered his mouth and pulled him away from me. I couldn’t  help but laugh. “Nako Ma’am, ngumiti pa kayo, lalong maiin-love -” He added but got interrupted by his friends again. “Guys, kumalma tayo. Okay na. Wala na kong ibabanat.” He announced.

“Ma’am, pagpasensyahan niyo na ‘tong si Niccolo. May sayad talaga ‘to eh.” His friend said.

“I’m well aware sa kakulitan niyan.” I replied.

“Sabi sa’yo close kami ni Ma’am Maya eh.” Niccolo replied. “Ma’am Maya, may lakad ka mamaya? Libre kita sa amin.” He said.

“Ay pwedeng next time muna? May .. may lakad kami ng Kuya Ricky mo eh.” I replied.

“Ang bilis talaga ni Kuya Richard. Sige Ma’am, pinapaubaya na kita kay Kuya.” He said with a huge smile. “Pero sure ako, kung nakita ka lang niya kanina na nagtuturo? Lalong maiinlove ‘yon.” He said. “Tara na guys. Wala kayong pag-asa dyan kay Ma’am Maya. Ang papangit niyo kasi.” He said and ran outside followed by his friends.

I made my way to the faculty to get my things and went back to the classroom for Sir Dean’s class. I’m still a bit early so I laid my head on my table and closed my eyes. It’s been a long day. A few minutes later, my classmates entered the room. Eds sat beside me and we just chatted until Sir Dean entered the room. He was carrying a stack of papers which contains our exam.

“If you’re finished, you may go.” He announced as he distributed the papers. When his eyes found mine, I lifted my hand a bit and gave him a thumbs up. He suddenly smiled and I could feel my heart hammer again.

“Maya, ang gwapo talaga ni Sir Santelices.” Eds muttered beside me. I found myself smiling. Well for starters, he is handsome.

The exams were done after two hours. Sir Dean left while most of us are still chatting on how hard the exams were. It was really complicated. But I managed to answer all of them. i just wished I don’t fail.

“Maya, we’re having dinner. Gusto mong sumama?” Eds asked.

“Pass muna ako Eds. May lakad din kasi ako eh.” I informed her.

“Ay Maya! Sorry kung out of the blue pero kaya ba ‘yung tutorial?” Emman asked with a worried face. “Hindi kasi talaga kinaya ng beauty ko itong exam na ‘to.”

“Update ko kayo, okay? I’ll just ask him later. Magkikita naman kami.” I just said.

“So siya ang kasama mo mamaya.” Eds slowly said with a teasing smile.

“And take note Eds, ‘him’ ang gamit ni Maya.” Emman added. The two of them exchanged looks and chuckled. “Tara na nga, Eds, baka makaistorbo pa tayo sa date ni Mayabells.” And before they could even protest, they quickly got outside the room.

I just sighed. Is this really a date?

I made my way to the faculty and saw Sir Ryan sitting on my desk. “There you are!” He said when he saw me. “Here’s the invitation for my son’s birthday. It’ll be on Saturday, Maya. I hope you can come. Raffi’s excited to meet you.” He said with a smile. I thanked Sir Ryan for the invitation then he gave me another envelope. “Kay Lim.” He said. “Pakibigay na lang.”

“Ha? Eh Sir nandyan lang naman si Sir Dean eh. Pwede namang kayo na lang ang -“

“Let’s go?” A voice said and Sir Dean emerged from his office. I was surprised by what he said then I noticed that we’re the only ones in the faculty.

“Lim told me you two have a date.” Sir Ryan said. “And I need to go. See you. And Lim, ihatid mo si Maya sa kanila ha?” He said and left.

“What’s up with him?” Sir Dean muttered as he stood beside me.

“Ay pinabibigay niya.” I said and handed him the invitation.

“Are you going?” He asked as he opened the envelope and read what’s inside.

“Malalaman pa.” I replied. I don’t really know if I should go. I am afraid that I will know no one there.

“Well, if .. if you’re not going, then I’m not going.” Sir Dean said and I just gave him a confused look. “Wala naman akong kilala don eh. Sure, Ryan and Raffi but they’ll be preoccupied. I have no one to talk to.”

I laughed at him after I heard him speak. “Alam mo, Ricky, ‘yan din ang iniisip ko eh.” I said.

“O ‘di ba?” He replied with a smile. “Pupunta ka na?” He asked.

“Okay. I’ll go.” I replied.

“Great. I’ll pick you up sa bahay niyo.” He replied.”Ah, no buts, Ms. Dela Rosa.” He quickly said and I just sighed.

“You’re the boss.” I replied.

“Boss na ginagamit mo.” He muttered. My jaw dropped and I lifted both of my hands to hit him. Sir Dean stopped it by holding both of my hands with his.

What happened next was a blur.

I don’t know what happened. In just a matter of seconds, my hands were around his torso and his arms are around me, just below my neck and I could feel his chin rested on my head. I could feel him tighten his embrace around me and I did the same. It was just so comfortable to be in his arms.

“Congratulations on your success earlier.” He whispered. “Pwede mo na ba akong palitan as a professor?”

 I chuckled softly. “Thank you. Pero hindi pa. I still have a long way to go.” I muttered back. We just hugged each other in comfortable silence until I decided to let go. We smiled at each other foolishly before I spoke, “Tara na.” Ricky just gave me a smile as a response. “I was thinking na dun na lang tayo-“

“Ah, I already have a plan.” Ricky interrupted. “I hope you don’t mind.”

“Ricky, bakit .. bakit tayo nasa sementeryo?” I asked. I have complete faith in him in our celebration but I am horrified when we entered the gates of a cemetery. “Maggo-ghost hunting ba tayo?” I asked when he opened the passenger’s door for me.

“No, silly.” He replied and then sighed. “I know this is not the ideal place for a first date but .. you’ll see.” He said. I just nodded and got out of his car.

Sir Dean went to his car’s trunk and took out three bouquets. He walked a bit and reached two tombstones and placed the flower in each. I went beside him and that’s when I saw the names engraved on them.

Esmeralda S. Lim and Alexandria S. Lim

“Hi Mom. Hey Alex.” Ricky muttered. “I brought a friend. Well, she’s sort of a special friend. Her name is Maya. She’s a student and a colleague of mine.” He said. I could feel the tears welling up my eyes. “Here, these are for you.” He said and when I looked at him, he is handing me the other bouquet. This one is different. The one he placed on the tombstones were roses and mine are sunflowers. “Stay here.” Sir Dean said and he went back to the trunk of his car and grabbed a duff-el bag and a basket. He opened the bag and grabbed a picnic blanket and laid it on the ground. He patted on the area beside him so I sat down. We shared silence for a bit until he spoke again.

“It’s my mother and my sister.” He said. “They died ten years ago.” He simply said. I could feel his voice trembling so I wrapped my arm around his and he looked at me with a smile. “I know this is unusual, Maya. But .. like I said, I just really want you to know me.”

“I understand.” I replied. For once, I can see how vulnerable Sir Dean is. Even after ten years, I could still feel the hurt that has built up inside him. “Ah, Tita Esmeralda, nice to meet you po. And to you too, Alex. Salamat sa pagpapahiram mo sa’kin ng damit nung nakatulog ako kina Ricky. Sana nakilala kita dati. Feeling ko magkakasundo tayo sa fashion eh.” I said and I heard Ricky chuckle.

“Yes. Magkakasundo kayo ni Alex.” He replied and then I heard him took a deep breath. He reached for the basket and took out containers of food. “I asked Manang to prepare this for us. And I want to tell you that she is very happy to oblige.” He said.

I chuckled and grabbed the paper plates and start putting food in it. I gave it to Ricky. “Kain ka na. Feeling ko nagugutom ka na kaya ang drama mo bigla eh.” I teased and he just shook his head with a smile.

“If Alex was here? Magkakaisa kayo sa pang aasar sa’kin.” He replied.

I was finished putting food in my plate when I looked at the tombstones again. “Ricky, paano sila ..” I trailed off. I was really not in the position to ask questions about it but I was surprised that he replied.

“Car crash. Well, actually, someone shot them before that.” Ricky replied. “My .. my Dad, he was involved in some issue before. That’s when Alex and I decided to use my Mom’s maiden name to ensure our safety. We all received death threats. But then one night I received the news that changed my life. Alex was driving that night with my Mom. They’re on their way home and then someone shot the two of them and then the car crashed. They were declared dead on arrival and up until now, hindi pa rin nahuhuli ‘yung pumatay sa kanila.” Ricky explained. “After that, I shut everyone out of my life. I only talk to those who I trusted. And I know that you can see how I treat everyone around me.”

Ricky was just looking at the tombstones the whole time he told me the story. I know that he can’t still accept the fact that his family was broken apart by a man who is still out there. My heart cringed. He is doing all of this for me and I don’t really deserve it. I placed my plate on the ground and moved myself closer to him. I wrapped my arm around him again. “I’m sorry. Alam kong ginagawa mo ‘to para ipakilala sa’kin kung sino ka. I appreciate all of it. But I don’t think I deserve it when it’s giving you too much heartache.” I replied.

“It’s okay. Gusto kong gawin ‘to. And thank you for being here with me tonight.” He replied and I felt his head on top of mine. “I want to do it for you.” He said and I felt him kiss the top of my head. “Enough about me. How was your day?”

I couldn’t help but smile because of what he did. “Believe it or not, my students actually prefer me than Ms. Belmonte.” I replied.

“Really? I am actually surprised na naintindihan nila ‘yung mga pinagsasasabi mo. At naniwala pa sila ha.” Sir Dean replied.

“Ang sama mo talaga.” I replied with a smile. “Syempre, magaling ‘yung nagturo eh.”

“And who could that be, I wonder.” He replied.

I leaned back to get a good look at his face. “Sino pa? Edi ‘yung poging pogi kong Sir Dean!” I replied as I pinched his cheek.

“Aw, Maya! Stop that!” He replied with a huge smile on his face. I smiled back. That’s just what I wanted to see. “Thank you. For .. for everything.”

Sir Dean nodded. “You’re welcome. Kumain na tayo.” He replied. “Anyway, tell me more! ‘Yun lang? Wala bang bloopers para marinig ni Mom and ni Alex kung gaano ka ka-clumsy?” He comically asked.

“Tita, Alex, I’m proud to say na wala akong clumsy moment ngayong araw na ‘to.” I said with a smile. “Ah, si Niccolo pala, student ko sya kanina!” I exclaimed. “Kilala ba nila si Niccolo?” Sir Dean just smiled at me and nodded. “Alam niyo po, kahit si Niccolo, nagalingan sa’kin. Pwedeng pwede na raw akong maging professor sa genetics!” I said then I looked back at Sir Dean. He is still smiling back at me. I felt my heart flutter. I do hope we can always be like this.

A/N:

I’m sorry po kung ngayon lang yet I said na Monday ako babalik. My laptop got infected by trojan horsies and I sadly need to reformat everything. And my phone is also broken so buhay bundok ngayong bakasyon. Salamat po sa paghihintaaaay!

Wherever You Will Go 26

Chapter 26

“I’ll be uploading an activity later in the school’s online class. I’ll be dismissing you early due to matters I must attend.” The Dean said. It is exactly 7:30 and he really did keep his word. “Class dismissed.” He said. With that, all of the students started clearing their desks.

“Ay, Maya.” Eds called. She has been one of my few friends in this class. Like me, she is also a part-time professor but in another university. “Congrats nga pala for getting the highest grade dun sa problem set natin. Ang galling mo pala sa genetics!” She greeted.

“Nako Eds, magaling lang ‘yung nagturo sa’kin. Hindi ko rin talaga kasi maintindihan ‘yan nung una eh.” I replied as I placed my things in my bag.

“Buti naman nagkaron na ng time sa’yo ‘yang boyfriend mo! Hay, mga lalaki talaga oh.” She quickly replied.

“Ay ano Eds, hindi siya ‘yung nagturo sa’kin eh.” I replied. “Saka, ano, break na kami.”

“Omg! Are you serious?” She gasped. “Well, I can’t really blame you. Masasabi ko pa ngang tama ‘yung desisyon mo eh.” She continued. “Anyway, sinong nagturo sa’yo?”

“A friend.” I shortly replied but I think it’s still a giveaway since she teasingly looked at me.

“Fine. Pero Maya, kung pwede lang, pwede ba kaming magpaturo ni Emman before exams next week? Alam mo namang mahirap si Doc Santelices magpa-exam. If pwede sana, sa friend mo na rin.” She said.

“Nako Eds, titignan ko ha? Busy din kasi ‘yon.” I just replied. She thanked me and then left. I wonder what their reaction would be if they found out that my tutor is actually the one giving the exams. I bet they would freak out.

I was the only student left inside the room and Sir Dean is still at front, sitting on the table like he was waiting for something. When the door clicked after Eds left, he stood up and met his gaze with mine.

“Shall we go?” He asked as he swung the strap of his backpack to his shoulder.

“Hinihintay mo pala ako Sir Dean. Sorry, medyo nagkakwentuhan kami ni Eds.” I replied as I made my way to the front.

“Ano bang pinag-usapan niyo?” He asked.

“She just congratulated me for getting the highest score dun sa problem set.” I humbly replied while Sir Dean smirked.

“Magaling ‘yung nagturo sa’yo eh.” He proudly said.

I quickly slapped his arm at his remark. “Ang yabang talaga nito.” I said. “Kaso, ayun nga ‘yung problema. Nagpapaturo sila sa’kin. Pero sabi ni Eds, kung pwede raw, dun sa tutor ko magpaturo.” I explained. “Hindi ko lang alam kung papayag ‘yung Dean na mag-tutor.”

“That would actually be complicated.” He replied as he scratched the back of his head. “It would be unfair to the other students if they found out. Marereport ako. And eventually, my Dad would be mad.” He explained and I nodded. “Why don’t you teach them what I taught you?”

“Mas malinaw ka kasing magturo eh.” I said. “Hindi bola ‘yan ha.” I added.

He smiled back at me and then he sighed. “Is it important to you na maturuan sila? Your friends I mean.”

I nodded. “Oo, in some ways. Kasi sila lang dalawa ‘yung naging kaibigan ko talaga throughout my masters. Lalo na si Emman. Kaibigan ko pa sya nung bs bio days ko. Minsan nga nakikitulog pa ko sa condo non kapag may mga activities kami.”

“You slept in a man’s condo?” Sir Dean quickly asked and his brows are now furrowed.

“Oo!” I replied. “Ay technically hindi sya ‘man’, Ricky. Emman’s gay and he’s a close friend ng family ko.” I explained.

Sir Dean seemed to sigh in relief. “Okay, I will try to fit in my schedule kung gusto nilang magpaturo –“

“Ay nako Ricky, kahit wag na. Aabalahin ka pa naming. Alam ko namang busy ka rin.” I interrupted.

“Susubukan ko pa lang naman, Maya eh.” Sir Dean argued. “And I’m not doing it for them. I’m doing it for you.” He said with a smile and then walked away, leaving me and my fluttered heart. “I’ll be in my car. Mamaya-maya ka sumunod. I’m sorry but I can’t be seen yet with a fellow student.” He said and left the room.

I leaned on the table and placed a hand on my loudly-beating heart. Why is he being so nice to me? Was there something that I did? Him offering tutorial for my class tomorrow is already a big deal. He even dismissed the class early for that, so I could go home in time.

Could it be that ..

“Haayy Maya. Wag muna. Erase erase. Wag ka munang mag-assume at mag-conclude. I-enjoy mo na muna ang nangyayari sa paligid mo. Priorities muna tayo ha?” I spoke out loud to calm myself. I’m starting to get paranoid again.

 

 

The tutorial went right away as soon as we arrived in his house. I took every pointer that I could as Sir Dean kept on writing a lot of things in the white board that I didn’t notice that was there before. He discussed the idea of central dogma, what it is for, the perks, the parts, and now he is starting to discuss the three major phases – DNA Replication, Transcription and Translation. Even though I was told to only discuss the first phase, Sir Dean insisted on teaching the rest since I should also be prepared.

“Did you understand?” He asked and I nodded. I do understand. I just hope I still understand everything tomorrow. “How about this?” He asked as he walked towards me and stopped when he’s finally in front of me and laid the marker from his hand. “Go teach me the process of central dogma.” He said. “I won’t take buts. You need this.” He said.

I sighed and grabbed the marker from his hand. I walked in front and erased all of the things that he wrote and then I started talking. I didn’t exactly say everything like Sir Dean, but I incorporated my own style to what I learned. I could see the look of satisfaction on Sir Dean’s face as he watch me from the couch, where I was sitting earlier.

“Maya, letter C is Cytosine, not Cysteine. Cysteine is a sulfur-containing amino acid. Cytosine is the nitrogenous base.” He corrected at some point. I took a mental note of that. And I know for sure I would remember it because it was corrected.

 

After my discussion, Sir Dean walked to the board and laid out his palm. I gave him the marker and he took the lid off. “Here’s a DNA sequence. Kindly perform the three phases of central dogma.” He said and went back to his seat. “Please include the enzymes and where the process undergo.” He added.

I erased the writings on the board except for the sequence. I started writing down my answers and in a short amount of time, I already finished answering. “Tama Ricky?” I asked.

“It’s correct.” He said as he raised a piece of paper where his solution is. “Okay, trick question. What chemical bond would be broken in the process of replication?” He asked.

“That would be the hydrogen bond since it is the weakest bond.” I confidently answered. He continued to ask five more and after that he stood up.

“I think you’re ready.” He said with a smile. “Papasa ka nang Professor for Genetics.”

“Magaling ‘yung nagturo eh.” I replied and he just chuckled.

“You better nail that discussion tomorrow. If not, mapapahiya ako.” He replied. “Let’s go downstairs. I think Manang prepared dinner.”

I nodded and took a time check on my watch. It’s already nine in the evening. “Ricky, pwede bang umuna na muna ako? Gabi na kasi eh. Magre-review pa ako kasi may long test bukas sa’yo ‘di ba?”

“Kumain ka muna bago umuwi, okay? I don’t want you passing out sa byahe.” He said. “Besides, I could always cancel the exam if you ask nicely.” He said with a teasing smile.

“Ay, sobra na ‘yan Ricky. Unfair na talaga sa iba.” I replied.

“I know. I’m just observing kung kakagat ka.” He said and laughed. “Now I know, hindi ka talaga user.” He added and I just laughed. “Tara na nga sa baba. I think Dad’s home also.”

I was texting Kute as we made our way downstairs. I told her that I’m with Sir Dean because I needed tutorial for tomorrow’s class. And do you know what her reply is?

Sige lang bunso. Akong bahala kay Nanay. Enjoy kayo ng manok ko. And she added a wink emoji.

“You know, I prefer the RNA bases compared to the DNA.” Ricky said out of the blue.

My eyes narrowed at him. “DNA bases are A,T,C,G while RNA bases are A,C,G and T is replaced by U.” I muttered. “Anong meron don Ricky?” I asked back.

He turned around and faced me with a smile. “Because it has ‘U’ in it.” He said and without waiting for my reaction, he started walking to the dining area.

“Ang corny ha.” I said loudly, enough for him to hear it. But yes. Kinilig ako.

“Kinilig ka lang eh.” He replied and I just blushed. “Ay Dad. Good evening.” He said when he got in the dining area. “Maya’s here.”

I rushed to the dining area and saw Tito Roberto seated with a newspaper on the table. I guess reading runs in the family. “Ay Tito, good evening po.” I said and reached out for his hand for a mano. “Sorry po sa abala.”

“Napapadalas ka ata, Maya.” He said with a smile. “Umupo ka na. Kakain na tayo.” He said.

“Kape, Ricky?” I asked. He was about to say no but then I interrupted. “Okay lang, pambawi ko man lang sa’yo.” I said.

“Alright.” He said. He backed his chair to stand up.

“Dyan ka na. Alam ko na naman kung saan nakalagay ‘yung tasa. Tutulungan ko na rin si Manang.” I said and went to their kitchen.

“It’s okay, Maya. Sabel and Doris came back.” Ricky said.

“Ay Ma’am, ako na ho dyan.” A woman appeared from the other side of the kitchen. She has a full-on bangs. “Oo nga po, Ma’am, umupo na po kayo doon.” Another said. This woman is shorter than the one with the bangs.

“Ah, hindi na. Sige na, tulungan niyo na lang si Manang Fe. Ako na lang dito. Kape lang naman.” I replied with a smile. “Parang hindi ko kayo nakita nung mga nakaraang bisita ko ah.”

“Ay Ma’am, ako po si Sabel, itong may bangs po ay si Doris.” She replied. “Nasa probinsya po kasi kami nung nakaraan. May kinailangan lang pong asikasuhin.” She said.

“Sige po Ma’am, tulungan na po naming si Manang Fe.” Doris said with a huge smile on her face and she kept on pulling Sabel’s arm into the room. As they descend, I could hear their voices muttering, “Girlfriend ‘yan ni Sir!”

I just shook my head. Do people really think of me and Ricky as that? We’re just friends, and on top of all, he is my boss. I put the two cups of coffee on a tray and carried them to the dining area.

“Tito, pinagtimpla ko na rin po kayo.” I said as I placed the coffee on the table.

“Nag-abala ka pa, Maya.” He just said. “What about you? Bakit hindi ka nagtimpla ng iyo?” He asked.

“Mamaya na po sa bahay. Baka po mag all-nighter ako gawa po nang long test ni Ricky.” I honestly said.

“Itong si Ricky, bakit mo naman pinapahirapan ang mga student mo?” Tito Roberto said to his son. “Tapos niyaya mo pa ‘tong si Maya sa bahay.”

“Dad, Maya needs a tutor. She’ll be substituting tomorrow for her most hated subject.” Sir Dean replied with a smile. The story went on again on how I accepted a class without asking what the subject is.

The food was served a few minutes after. I wonder why they have three helpers. Ricky and Tito Roberto are the only ones that live here. Well, I suppose so since they are the only ones that I see in this house. Then there’s the room with a woman’s clothing. I think her name is Alex. And where is Ricky’s mom? Is Tito separated?

That’s when I realized, I know nothing about Sir Dean. There are all this secrets but even though he let me inside his life, I am still not inside.

“Have you met them, Maya?” Tito Roberto asked.

“Ay sino po, Tito?” I replied. I was busy having thoughts that I had no idea what the topic was.

“Sina Doris at Sabel.” He replied. I nodded as my answer. “They are relatives of Fe. Nung .. nung buhay pa ‘yung Mom ni Ricky, we hired them. Eh napapalapit na rin sa’min kaya I asked them to stay kahit na walang masyadong ginagawa sa bahay.” He said. So that’s why. “They are actually studying here in PUS. Both in culinary. Kaya masarap ‘yung mga luto.” Tito continued.

“Pero mas masarap ‘yung luto ni Maya, Dad.” Sir Dean joined in.

“Fe told me!” Tito exclaimed. “Nako, Maya, next time. Uuwi ako ng maaga kapag magluluto ka. Ligawan mo na kasi Ricky.” He added. Both Sir Dean and I went still while the older Lim seemed unaware of what he just said.

 

 

“Ang tahimik mo na naman.” Sir Dean said as he stopped on a red light. After dinner, he offered me a ride home and since it’s late, I had no choice but to say yes. “Ayos ka lang ba?”

I just nodded with a smile. “So .. your Mom passed away?” I asked. “It’s okay kung hindi mo sagutin. Sorry, personal ata.” I quickly added.

“It’s okay.” He said then changed gears to drive. “It was years ago.” He just said. Then he didn’t add anything after that. We enjoyed silence until he stopped in front of our house. I was about to get off his car when he called my name.

“Uhm, listen. R-Ryan told me about you and Simon. And .. and I’ve been thinking about what Dad said during dinner, about courting you –“

“P-Pero teacher kita Ricky.” I interrupted. My heart is beating so loud. I can’t believe he’s bringing this up right now.

“Yes I know pero –“

“And I don’t really know who exactly you are.” I continued.

Sir Dean took a deep sigh and nodded. “Yes, I know. But still, you asked for coexistence. And I am asking for one right now. Gusto kong mag exist tayo as .. as tayo, without labels as teacher and student. And I’m not going to court you. Yet. Pero please give me a chance na maipakilala nang buo ‘yung sarili ko. I know that you feel like you don’t actually know me. And I want to change that. I will try my hardest even though I am finding it difficult to open up. I .. I am sorry that I haven’t told you that my mom passed away. Si Dad pa ‘yunag nagsabi. And .. and there’s a reason for that.” He explained and I could see it in his eyes that he is putting so much effort in trying to tell me all of this.  “Can you please give me a chance?”

I looked at him and he looks so honest. I could see it in his eyes that he really wants to do this even though there’s something that is holding him back. I took a deep breath and gave him a smile. “Deal.” I said and a smile formed in his lips. “Gusto ko pang makipagkwentuhan Ricky kaso kailangan ko pa talagang mag-aral eh.” I said.

“I understand.” He replied and with that, I opened the passenger door and got out of the car. “Goodluck tomorrow, Maya. And thank you.”

“Thank you rin Sir Dean. Ingat ka.” I said. “Maybe we could celebrate tomorrow after your class? Or mourn. Depende kung anong magiging resulta ng lecture ko. Libre ko.” I said before he could even leave.

Ricky gave me a smile. “I would love that.” He replied. “I’ll see you tomorrow.” Then he left.

 

A/N:

thoughts? 🙂

I might be gone for the weekend pero itatry ko pa rin pong magsulat. Peroooo baka po by Monday ang 27. Thank you po! Have a great weekend! Happy father’s day po sa mga daddy and hubby niyo!

Wherever You Will Go 24

Chapter 24

 

I have a bad feeling about this. Simon and I are now inside the chibugan. Simon is seated opposite of me and is barely touching his food. And we’re sitting in silence. Whenever I took a glance at Nanay, she would smile proudly at me, I could even see the tears forming in her eyes. But with Kute, it’s different – she looks worried.

“Simon?” I called but he didn’t seem to notice. “Simon.” I called again and this time, he looked up. “Ayos ka lang? May nangyari ba sa school mo? May tulog ka ba?”

He gave a small smile and shifted on his seat. “I’m okay. Saka sanay na kong kulang ang tulog ko.” He replied.

“Ahh.” I replied. “Ano bang ‘yung .. ano ba ‘yung gusto mong pag-usapan?” I asked.

Simon took a deep breath. “Maya, there is no easy way to say this.” He said and I got nervous all of a sudden. He reached something in his pocket and placed it on a table. It’s a small violet velvet box.

“S-Simon? A-Anong .. A-anong-“ I stammered. My heart beats so fast, my mind couldn’t think straight. What is going on?

“Wait. Maya, please calm down. Wag ka munang mag-conclude, okay?” He said as he raised both of his hands. “Yes, it is a ring.” He said and all of my blood just felt like it was drained. “But I am not proposing.” He continued as he opened the velvet box. Inside was a ring with a small diamond at the middle. “This is a promise ring, Maya.”

My brows furrowed. “A promise ring?” I muttered.

Simon nodded. “Yes. A promise ring for my promise that after med school, I promise that I will marry you. That I would spend my whole life to only you.” He said. He held both of my hands in his and I could feel the ring being placed on my palm. “I want you to keep it. As a sign of my promise, Maya.”

I was stunned for a bit. I was trying to absorb what is happening. Then when it finally hit me, I was surprised to discover that I am confused instead of being happy. I should be smiling yet my brows are still furrowed. I pulled my hand away from his and the ring dropped on the table.

“What is it Maya?” He nervously asked.

“S-Simon, may mali eh.” I truthfully said. “Bakit bigla kang .. bakit biglang may ganto?”

“What do you mean –“

“Please answer me.” I interrupted. “Honestly. Please Simon.” I pleaded. I just have a feeling that his intentions are not about marriage. I just think there’s something more.

“Maya, I just want to marry you. But not right now. Alam kong pareho tayong busy sa kanya-kanyang career.” Simon answered. He was trying to hold my hands but I pulled them back at me.

I sighed. “Simon, alam kong lahat ng relasyon, doon ang punta pero .. pero bakit kailangan mo pa ng promise ring? Hindi sa hindi ko sya naappreciate, pero pwede naman kasi na wala.” I explained.

“Alam ko, Maya.” Simon said. “But .. but I don’t want to lose you.”

“A-ayaw mong mawala ako?” I asked slowly. There’s just something about that statement.

“Yes, I don’t want to lose you, Maya.” He said. He took a deep sigh and shuffled on his seat again. “I’ve been so busy that I don’t have time for you. I badly want to be with you pero hindi ko magawa. I keep reminding myself that I would call or even text you then when I have the time to do so, it will be a day or two after. I just can’t lose you, Maya. So I want to give you this ring. As a promise that I will never be gone. That –“

“Simon.” I interrupted. “Naiintindihan ko ‘yung intension mo. I really do. Pero .. pero iba kasi ‘yung dating eh.” I said. He was silence so I continued. “Ang dating kasi sa’kin, nilalagyan mo na ako ng bakod. Na kahit anong gawin mo, nandito pa rin ako. N-nage-gets mo ba?” I asked and he still doesn’t say a word. “Ayokong maging fall back mo Simon. Alam ko na nasa relasyon tayo, na may tiwala tayo sa isa’t-isa pero ayokong magsettle ka sa’kin dahil ako ‘yung safe na desisyon. I want us to settle down kasi tama, kasi mahal natin ang isa’t-isa. Hindi dahil sa isang pangako na walang kasiguraduhan.”

“Maya, ayaw mo ba akong pakasalan?” Simon asked.

Gusto. Gusto kitang pakasalan. My mind said but my mouth couldn’t utter. There’s another voice that was coming from my heart. And that’s the one that my mouth chose to follow. “Simon, sigurado ako dati na ikaw na ‘yung taong papakasalan ko, na ikaw na ‘yung taong makakasama ko hanggang tumanda. You were the one.” I said and he winced at the word ‘were’. “All I asked from you was time. Oras. Para makasama ako, para maipadama sa’kin na hindi ako nag-iisa, para ipadama sa’kin na may nagmamahal sa’kin pabalik. Kasi sa totoo lang, sa mga nakaraang linggo, hindi ko na alam kung kaya ko pang i-konsidera ‘tong relasyon na ‘to. Kasi hindi ko na alam kung ano ‘yung pinanghahawakan ko, hindi ko na kilala ‘yung taong mahal ko.”

Simon sighed and gave me a small smile. His eyes showing how hurt he is from what I just said. “I already lost you didn’t I?” He asked. I couldn’t utter a word even though I already know the answer to his question. “Hay, I’m sorry, Maya. I really do.”

“Ano ka ba, Simon? Wala kang dapat ika-sorry. It was both our fault.” I said and I could feel the tears welling up my eyes.

“No. It’s mine.” He said and he looked straight into my eyes. “You’ve done nothing but support me. And .. and I failed to meet you halfway.” He explained. “Funny thing is, I came here for two reasons. First is because of that ring. And if that did not work out, then I know this would be the right thing to do.” He stopped reached for my hands. This time, I let him. “I’ve come to set you free.” He said with the same sad smile. “I’m being unfair to you. At alam ko rin na long term ‘yung hinihingi ko sa’yo through that ring. Hindi kita sinisisi na hindi mo tinanggap ‘yung promise ko. I want to set you free. Not because there are other people involved, but it’s just the right thing to do.” He explained and the tears came running down my face. “I’ve come to accept that the two of us grew. But we just grew apart. I need to set you free so that other people will know how capable you are of loving. Ayokong ipagdamot ka sa mundo. I’m not capable of being with you. I failed And I hope and pray that someone will do a better job of loving you than me.”

Simon bid his farewell shortly after that. We made it clear to each other that there are no hard feelings. That it just didn’t work out. But even though everything was clear, I couldn’t help but feel like my heart’s been ripped apart. We agreed that the two of us should still keep in touch. I bid him good luck in his studies and that I know, he will get those two letters at the end of his surname. I gave the ring back to him and told him that he should give it to the right woman for him. We hugged for the last time before Simon left with the words, ‘Don’t be a stranger’.

 

People would often cry after a breakup but I don’t feel like it. I am hurt, yes, but not to the extent that I need to cry. I am not exactly happy either. Just .. just glad that things turned out the way it has to be.

“Kape, nak?” A voice brought me back from my thoughts. I went straight in my room after Simon left. Nanay came in followed by Kute. “Nako naman ang anak ko.” Nay said as she sat down on my bed and placed the cup of coffee on my bedside table. “Aba, Cristina Rose, tignan mo ‘to.” She said. “Hindi umiiyak ang kapatid mo. Bagong record ata ‘to!”

“Talaga Nay? Patingin nga bunso.” Kute said and her face popped in front of me.

“Nay! Si Kute oh!” I said as I pushed her face away from me. “Kayo talagang dalawa. Magdadala pa ng kape, gusto lang naman makiusyoso kung anong nangyari kanina.” I said.

“Eh kasi naman, Nak, bigla ka na lang umakyat eh.” Nanay said. “Ano bang nangyari?”

I took a deep sigh. “Break na po kami ni Simon.” I said.

“Yes!” Kute exclaimed while Nanay exclaimed the opposite.

“Anong yes ka dyan Cristina Rose?” Nanay said. “Break na sila nung manok natin, tapos yes pa?”

“Eh Nay,” Kute said as she scratched the back of her head. “May iba na po akong manok eh.” She said.

“Sino –“

“Nay, saka na natin pag-usapan. Ang intindihin natin, itong bunso mo.” Kute interrupted. “Ayos ka lang ba bunso? Bakit nga hindi ka umiiyak?”

“H-Hindi ko feel eh.” I replied.

“Wow.” Kute quickly said. “Nay, gusto ko ‘yang linya ni bunso. ‘Hindi ko feel’.” She teased.

“Eh Kute, hindi ko naman talaga feel eh.” I replied with a smile. Both of them stopped talking and I bet they are waiting for my explanation. I just took a deep sigh and said, “Ewan ko, parang nasanay na rin kasi ako na ganito ang set-up namin ni Simon. Kaya nga lang, ngayon, official na. Pero, nakaya ko na kasi na wala siya. Ngayon pa ba ako mag-iiiyak?” I said.

My mother and Kute looked at each other with a smile and then they hugged me so tight. “Bunso, proud kami ni Nanay sa’yo.” Kute said.

“Yung ginawa niyong dalwa ni Simon, Nak? Napaka-mature na bagay.” Nanay said. “Hayaan mo na, may darating pa naman diyan, sure ako. Sa ganda ng lahi ng Dela Rosa, imposible.”

“May nakaabang na nga ho eh.” Kute muttered.

“Ha?” Nanay reacted. “Meron na agad? Nako, Nak, pahipahinga muna ang puso ha? Baka sumabak ka agad eh kakagaling mo lang sa sakit ng puso. Ang sakin lang naman –“

“Nay, Nay! Time out muna!” I interrupted. “Ito kasing si Kute eh.”

“Eh kasi naman –“ Kute started but I glared at her so she would stop. I know that she’s going to keep on pushing me to Sir Dean but like what my mother told me, I just want to take a break. “Alam niyo, bumaba muna tayo. Bumili ako ng cake at ice cream. Akala ko kasi nagwawala na ‘tong si Maya eh.”

“Kute talaga.” I said. “Sige na. Una na kayo ni Nanay sa baba. Susunod ako, promise.” Both of them gave me a final hug before they left my room. I just need a second alone with myself. I grabbed my phone and two texts.

One was from Simon saying, ‘Good luck in everything, Maya. Kung kailangan mo man ako, I’m a text away. Kahit na late akong mag-reply.’

I smiled as I read it. Absolutely. There are no hard feelings.

The other one was from Ricky.

Are you okay?

I hit the reply button immediately but words fail to meet me. I don’t want to give him the news that we broke up. It’s one of those things that you need to tell personally. So I thought I will just type whatever I am feeling right now.

Never been better 🙂

 

 

 

A/N: thoughts?

Wherever You Will Go 23

Chapter 23

Ricky and I were seated opposite each other on the table in his library. I’ve been staring at the first problem on the paper for about half an hour now and I couldn’t understand what I should do. It’s a problem about modifier genes where I have to figure out the probability of the different types of offspring based on the parents’ genes. The type of offspring is even dependent whether the parents are carrying a dominant or recessive gene. And because this is all about modifier genes, the simple presence of one gene, either dominant or recessive, could give a whole new expression on the offspring.

Even talking about it makes it complicated.

No wonder I got a failing mark at this subject.

I am so doomed.

“You’ve been staring at that paper for about forty minutes.” Ricky said as he looked from his watch. While I am mourning over this paper, he’s been studying, too with his medical school stuff. “Still no answer?”

“Ricky, gustong-gusto kong magsulat. Hindi ko lang alam kung anong isusulat ko. Saka kung saan ako magsisimula.” I truthfully said. I dropped my head on the table and I started shaking my head. “Babagsak na naman ata ako eh.”

“Hey.” He said and I felt a hand on my head, moving it until it’s turned sideways. “Hindi ka babagsak, okay? Do you know the difference between the genetics subject you took then and now?” He asked. I just shrugged my shoulders. I don’t think there’s a difference. I’m still failing. “Well, you have me this time.” He said and a smile crept on my face.

I sat up properly and took a deep breath. “Okay Ricky. Pwede bang paturo?” I asked.

“Ayaw mo ng sagot?” He teased.

“Anong gagawin ko sa sagot kung hindi ko naman maiintindihan?” I replied. “Saka lagot ako pag exams. Wala rin akong isasagot.”

He gave his lopsided smile and transferred to the chair beside me. He grabbed one scratch paper and a pen. “Modifier gene is the reason why some appearances of offsprings are altered even though there is primary expression of genes.” He started. “For example, there are cases that when a gene is homozygous recessive, they can have dominance over the dominant trait.” Then he started writing on the paper. “Take a mouse coat color for example. One parent with a black coat and one parent with an albino coat were mated. But both is carrying the recessive genes for the other.” He said as he continued to write on the paper. “So CCaa for the black coat and ccAA for the albino. Capitalized for dominance ‘di ba? And double capital for indication of being homozygous dominant or recessive.”

I nodded. I know this part. I understand most of the lectures in genetics. It’s just that I don’t even know how to start when it’s already about the problem cases. “So when you cross them, your filial 1 hybrid or offspring will be two CcAa which are both agouti or ‘yung brown colored. Then you’re going to cross them again. And here’s the trick. Do not cross them. All you need to do is to remember the pattern 9:3:3:1 for your 2^nd filial hybrid. What’s the pattern again?”

“Uh, 9:3:3:1.” I repeated.

“That’s your magic number. Remember that. It all goes down to the expression of the gene. So we have 9 C_A_ : 3 C_aa : 3 ccA_ : 1 ccaa.” He said as he wrote it down.

“Bakit blangko ‘yung iba Ricky?” I asked.

“Cause you are just assuming the expression of their genes. Parang hypothetically, ganyan ‘yung kakalabasan nila. Of course, it comes with the magic number. Pero if you want to figure out, if it’s recessive or dominant, you can manually do the solution. Matagal nga lang.” He explained. “Then sabi ko kanina, when there’s a presence of homozygous recessive, that gene will be expressed ‘di ba?” I nodded. “Ayan. Figure out what their colors would be.”

“Okay. There will be 9 agouti because their expression is similar to the first filial hybrid, which are the parents. Tapos ‘yung 3 C_aa, um, albino? Kasi ‘di ba homozygous recessive?” I asked.

“That’s right. Continue.” Sir Dean said.

“Tapos ‘yung 3 ccA_, black, gawa ng homozygous na ‘c’ and there will be 1 more albino.” I said. I looked at Ricky for any signs of mistake but I got a nod instead. “Kaya ang magiging sagot, 9 agouti: 3 black: 4 albino?”

“Ayan. Very good. See? Kaya mo naman eh.” Sir Dean said. “The rest is similar. Kailangan mo lang hanapin kung aling gene ‘yung magiging dominant over the other. And there are patterns naman. You have 9:3:4 for recessive epistasis, then there’s 9:7 sa complementary gene. I’ll write it down so you can understand.” He said. “I actually gave this in class but since hindi ka nakikinig-“

“Nakikinig nga kasi ako!” I protested. I grabbed my notebook and saw that I already wrote down what Ricky is writing on the paper. “May notes kaya ako.”

“May notes, hindi naman maintindihan.” He said. “Ah! Stop stop!” He quickly said when I pinched his cheek. “Nagmamagandang loob na nga akong magturo eh.”

“Sabi ko nga.” I said and we both laughed. “Hindi ko maintindihan kung anong mali sa’kin. Naiintindihan ko naman ‘yung turo mo pero nahihirapan lang talaga akong mag-solve.” I said.

“It takes practice. Magsolve ka pa. Start with number one.” He said. I analyzed the whole problem with him asking questions that guides me as I wrote the solution. I got used to those type of problems then I encountered one with a different type of problem.

“You need to get used to it, Maya. Hindi lahat ng itatanong ko, pare-pareho ng pattern. Basta you need to analyze first.” He said.

“Nalilito ako kung aling letter ‘yung dapat i-capitalize, kung alin ‘yung dominant.” I said.

“It’s indicated in the problem lagi. But not straightforward.” He replied. “For example, a married couple has the genes for  .. Chinito eyes and Doe eyes.” He said and I couldn’t help but chuckle. “Mamaya ka na tumawa. Isulat mo na.” He said and I just burst out laughing. Sir Dean continued the problem and to my surprise, I answered it correctly. After that, I continued answering the problem set. Though he doesn’t say if my answer is correct or not and I think it’s because it will be unfair for the other students. Nevertheless, my answers feels right more or so.

“Ricardo, mag-merienda muna kayo.” Manang Fe said as she entered the room. She was carrying a tray with a pitcher of juice and three sandwiches. “Tulog na tulog sa sofa si Niccolo. Kukuhanan ko na ba ng kumot ‘yung batang iyon?” She asked.

Sir Dean stood up to get the tray from Manang. “Wag na ho. Mainit naman Manang. Saka baka ho magising na ‘yon mamaya. Makakaamoy ng pagkain ‘yon eh.” He said.

“Kumain na po kayo Manang Fe?” I asked with a smile.

She looked at me for awhile before she spoke, “Nakakain na ako sa baba. Pag may kailangan kayo, nasa baba lang ako ha?”

“Sige po. Thank you po.” I replied. Manang Fe came forward and whispered something to Sir Dean. Then she smiled at me then left. I looked at Sir Dean and he’s wearing a huge smile on his face. “Oy Ricky. Anong sinabi ni Manang Fe?”

“Do you really want to know?” He asked.

“Oo naman. May kinalaman ba sa’kin?” I asked as I placed a sandwich on his plate.

“Sabi ni Manang, bagay daw tayo.” Ricky said and he quickly took a bit on his sandwich. He took a glance at me from the corner of his eyes but still kept mum. “Mukhang wala kang reaksyon ah.”

“Eh wala naman akong dapat ireact eh.” I just said with a smile. “Ang sabihin mo, kinilig ka sa sinabi ni Manang.” I teased.

His mouth gaped. “Do you really have to pin everything back to me?” He said and I laughed. I never thought there’s a side of Sir Dean like this. He is really different when he’s not in school. He’s looser, and he rides with banters like this.

 

I was surprised to see that it’s already dusk outside. I was so hooked in doing this homework that I lost track of time. I noticed that Sir Dean fell asleep on the couch. He transferred there earlier after setting up the stereo to play music. He said that the silence is killing him.

“Nag-sountrip nga, nakatulog naman.” I muttered as I approached him. I couldn’t really blame him, considering the amount of work he’s been doing, not just as a Dean but also as a student. I lifted my hands to remove his eyeglasses since he fell asleep while still wearing it, then I placed it on the table. I was about to stand up but I stayed for a bit longer, just watching him sleep. I couldn’t help but smile. I am really glad that he agreed to my idea of coexistence.

I went down after to see Manang Fe chopping some vegetables. She saw me right away and gave me a smile. “O, nasaan sila?” She asked.

“Manang, nakatulog po si Ricky eh. Hindi ko po namalayan. Si Niccolo, nagising naman po nung ginising ko kaso natulog po ulit.” I replied.

“Mga bata talaga na ‘yan.” She said. “Umupo ka na muna dyan Maya. Nagluluto lang ako ng pang-hapunan nyo. Pagpasensyahan mo na ‘yang si Ricardo. Ang aga nagising kanina. Excited ata.” She said with a teasing smile.

I just smiled back. I don’t want to jump into any conclusions just yet. “Tulungan ko na po kayo Manang.” I said. She protested at first but I convinced her that I want to help since I have nothing else to do, and that I am used to cooking because of our karinderya. Manang even discovered some tricks in cooking that Kute taught me.

 

“Ricardo, buti gising ka na.” Manang Fe said. I turned around and saw that Sir Dean is leaning on the wall near the cupboard.

“Okay ka lang Ricky?” I asked as I stirred the pan.

“I’m okay. Sumakit lang ‘yung ulo ko.” He replied. “Niccolo’s awake as well. Nag-cr lang.” He said. He then took a seat at the high chairs around the island table. “Manang, keep an eye on her. Baka nilagyan na nya ng gayuma ‘yung ulam natin.”

“Nako Ricardo, baka magayuma ka kahit walang nilalagay si Maya. Masarap pala magluto ‘tong batang ito.” Manang Fe exclaimed.

“Wag ka Ricky. Si Manang Fe na nagsabi nyan ha.” I quickly said.

“Manang! Nagayuma ka na agad nyan o. You didn’t even notice!” Sir Dean continued and we all laughed.

“Ito talagang batang ‘to oh.” Manang Fe said. “Ipagtitimpla na muna kita nang kape nang mahulasan ka muna.” The elder said.

“Ay Manang, ako na po, nang mapatunayan kong hindi ako nanggagayuma.” I said and she just laughed at me. Manang took over the cooking and after making Sir Dean’s coffee, I slid the cup in front of him. “Walang gayuma.” I said proudly.

Sir Dean took the cup of coffee but before he drink it, he looked at me and said, “Kahit naman walang gayuma eh.” He muttered then took a sip. My heart fluttered. I thought we have coexistence? But with every day that pass, why do I find myself being like this to Sir Dean?

“Kuya Richaaaard. May pagkain ba?” Niccolo asked as he entered the dining area as he stretched his arms. I went back beside Manang Fe to help her. “Ang bango kasi eh.”

“Maya’s cooking.” I heard Sir Dean say. “But hold on. Niccolo, I had high expectation sa’yo sa pagpunta mo sa bahay. Kain tulog ka lang pala eh.” He continued.

“Kaya nga Kuya eh. Masyado kasi akong excited kagabi. Hindi ako nakatulog.” Niccolo explained. “Babawi na lang ako sa susunod.”

“At may plano ka na agad bumalik ha.” His Kuya replied.

“Oo naman Kuya Richard. Tanggap naman ako ni Tito Roberto eh. Saka ni Manang Fe! Lalong lalo na si Ma’am Maya.” He said.

“Alam mo Niccolo, feeling ko gutom ka na talaga eh.” I said as I turned the stove off. “Tulungan mo naman kami ni Manang sa paghahain. Luto na ‘yung ulam.” I continued and his eyes just glowed.

We had dinner afterwards with Manang Fe joining us. The table was filled with laughter as Sir Dean and Niccolo continue their banter about the latter spending most of his time in the house sleeping. After that, we helped Manang wash the dishes and tidy up things.

“Ate Maya.” Niccolo called. We finally settled earlier that he needs to call me like that if we’re the only ones around. “I’m having a sleepover. Payag si Kuya Richard. Pwedeng ikaw din? Alam ko namang papayag si Kuya. Lalo na si Tito.” He said.

I was on the verge of saying yes when my phone beeped. It was a text from Simon.

Maya, nasa bahay niyo ako. Can we talk?

My heart hammered so loud. What does he want to talk about?

“Maya, are you also spending the night here?” Sir Dean asked. I could see the hope in his eyes but I just can’t this time.

“I-I need to go Sir Dean.” I replied. “Si Simon kasi, nasa bahay.” I could see the hurt in Sir Dean’s eyes, yet he nodded and offered me a ride home.

Sir Dean stopped a few blocks away from our house. He said that I should get down from there so that Simon wouldn’t get suspicious of who I was with. I bid farewell and told Niccolo that I would make it up to them. After they left, I walked to our house and saw Simon outside.

Thing is, I know something is wrong.

“Maya.” He said when he saw me. “Can we talk?”

 

A/N:

I actually like genetics. I didn’t mean po na lunurin kayo haha. But if I’m wrong, please do correct me po. Ang hirap na pong hanapin nung notes ko.

Nangangamoy ano po ang usapan nila?

Thoughts? 🙂

Wherever You Will Go 22

Chapter 22

                My alarm in my phone started ringing and I hit snooze right away. I’ve set up four alarms because I know I wouldn’t wake up that easily. It started ringing again and once again I hit snooze. I slept late last night. It was because of Kute. When I got home last night, she was waiting for me to tell my story. And there was something that she told me that didn’t put me to sleep.

 

“Siguro bunso, panahon na para makipagbreak ka kay Simon.” Those words kept on ringing on my ear like I’ve recorded it or something. It is bothering me. I kept on defending myself that it is wrong, that I should still keep my relationship with him since I am not doing anything wrong. Yet Kute managed to stir up everything inside of me again.

“Bunso, may gusto ka ba kay Sir Dean mo?” She asked and I was mum. “Kasi sa nakikita ko, hindi ka maghahangad ng ganyan kung wala kang nararamdaman.”

“Kute, hindi ba sinabi ko na sa’yo na wala? Saka hindi ba sabi mo rin na baka malungkot lang kaming dalawa kasi ako, walang time si Simon sakin, tapos si Sir Dean .. ano, maraming inaasikaso.” I argued.

“Alam ko naman ‘yung sinabi ko bunso, pero malay mo, mali ako. Ikaw lang talaga ‘yung makakasagot sa mga tanong mo eh. And maybe its time to call it quits kay Simon. Wala na siyang time sa’yo. Hindi ba unfair ‘yon para sa’yo? Alam kong naiintindihan mo na inuuna nya ‘yung career nya. Eh paano ka naman?” She explained. “Alam ko kung gaano kaswerte si Simon sa’yo. Pero Maya, kung nahihirapan ka, don’t you think it’s time for you to realize that you deserve someone better?”

I texted Simon last night. I just said that I miss him and how’s he doing in meds chool. But as expected, I got no reply, no calls even. Honestly, it has been like this ever since I got back from Baguio. I don’t know if he is busy or he just forgets that he needs to call me or even text me. I don’t even know if he is still considers this relationship.

I just stared at the ceiling after I woke up. What is going on with me? I thought I had everything in control yet in a snap like this, I’m completely crumbling down. I have people who I can trust but it feels like I’m being a complete burden to them.

 

A notification from my phone brought be back from my thoughts. I reached for it and saw a text from Sir Dean. What threw my off guard was the time. It’s already 10AM. I quickly got up from my bed and opened Sir Dean’s message. There are three.

Goodmorning.

Are you still asleep?

Hey. Are you coming? Niccolo and I are waiting.

My phone started ringing and I almost dropped it. I hit the answer button without looking who was calling. “H-Hello.”

“Maya, where are you? Nasa canteen kami ni Niccolo.” It was Sir Dean. I slapped my head and closed my eyes. I totally forgot that we are going to meet today.

“Ah, S-Sir Dean, kasi, ano, kakagising ko lang? Pwede bang pass muna ako? Kayo na lang muna ni Niccolo? Babawi na lang ako.” I said then bit my lower lip. I think this will be added to the list of my embarrassing moments.

“Kakagising mo lang? It’s already 10 Maya.” He said on the other line.

“Kaya nga Sir Dean eh. Kasi kagabi, inumaga na kami ni Kute sa pag-uusap. Naku, sorry talaga. Babawi talaga ako.” I said.

“Ayos lang naman sa’ming dalwa ni Niccolo.” He said, to my surprise. “But your problem set might not be okay with it. It’s a two paged one. I don’t think you’ll be able to answer and pass it on Monday alone.” He said.

Oh sht. I totally forgot about that. “S-Sige Sir Dean. Ano, uhm, maliligo na ko. Bibilisan ko –“ I stopped when something hit me. “Wait. Why do I have a feeling that you’ve planned this all along?” I asked.

I heard a chuckle on the other line. “Ang alin? Purposely not giving you the problem set last night so that I have a guarantee that you’ll be coming today? Of course not!” He said and then I heard someone laugh. I bet it is Niccolo. “Sige na Maya. Dalian mo na. Sa bahay ka na kumain. I told Manang we’ll be eating.” He said.

“Kung hindi lang talaga dahil sa problem set na ‘yan Sir Dean, hindi talaga ako pupunta.” I mocked.

“Kaya nga pumunta ka na eh. Ayaw pa nito. Free tutorial na nga.” He said and I could hear him smiling on the other line.

“Sige na po Sir Dean, ibababa ko na ‘to para makaligo na ko.” I said putting stress on the word ‘po’. He just chuckled on the other line.

“I’ll see you later. Ingat.” He said and ended the call. I quickly took a bath and dressed up with some random blouse and denim pants. I wore sneakers this time since I’m already late. I quickly grabbed my bag and when I left my room, Kute was sitting again on the couch in the living room.

“Mukhang may lakad tayo ah.” She said. “Gigisingin na sana kita eh. Hinahanap ka na ni Nanay sa’kin.” She continued.

“Tinanghali na ko ng gising Kute eh. Saka ‘di ba, may lakad ako sa school? Nasabi ko na kagabi ah.” I replied.

“Kaya nga. Naipaalam na kita kay Nanay pero magsabi ka pa rin pagbaba mo. Medyo marami lang tao sa baba.” She replied. I just nodded and said goodbye, then she spoke again. “Ano lang bunso, wag kang masyadong mag-isip ha? Go with the flow ka lang. Saka syempre, priorities muna ha?”

I nodded again and said, “Oo naman Kute. Kaya ko ‘to.” I said and left. After saying goodbye to Nanay, I quickly hailed a cab. I bet that those two are still waiting for me. When I arrived at the campus, I sent a text to Sir Dean.

Sir Dean, nasa campus na ako. Nasaan kayo?

My phone rang immediately. Sa canteen pa rin. Look for my car. Dun na kami ni Niccolo.

I reached the canteen and saw the black bmw of Sir Dean. I knocked on the backseat and the window rolled down. Niccolo instructed me to sit at the passenger seat.

“Good morning Sir Dean. Sorry late ako.” I said as I sat down. Sir Dean just chuckled and started driving toward their house.

“One hour late. Bagong record ‘yan ah.” He said as he went pass the dormitory.

“Sorry na nga eh.” I replied.

“Kuya Richard! Mamaya na kayo mag-away. Bilisan mo na ‘yung pagda-drive please. Gusto ko na talagang makapasok sa loob.” Niccolo interrupted.

We arrived shortly at Sir Dean’s house. The gates automatically opened. It was the same mansion that I saw. There are two cars that are parked. One Mercedes Benz and the one that I rode on the last time I was here. Sir Dean parked his beside the Benz and got out to open my door. An old lady opened the door before we could even get inside.

“Ricardo, buti dumating ka na. Hinahanap ka ng Daddy mo.” She said. Sir Dean went still for second, then the old lady noticed me and Niccolo. “Ah, bisita mo?”

“Opo Manang. Si Niccolo po. ‘Yung bata po dun sa kinainan natin dati na sizzling? Saka si Maya po. Ah, kaibigan ko po.” He said. “Ah guys, si Manang Fe. She’s the caretaker of the house.”

“Saka taga-alaga na rin kay Ricardo.” She said. Niccolo and I said our hellos and she greeted us with a smile. She’s a really charming lady. “Sige na pumasok na kayo. Naihanda ko na rin ang pagkain. Nasa veranda ang daddy mo.” She said and then she went inside.

Sir Dean nodded and turned around to face us then he scratched the back of his head. “I didn’t actually plan this.” Then he sighed. “Let’s go inside.” He said. We all walked into the familiar hallway of his house. Niccolo kept on saying how big Sir Dean’s house is. Sir Dean on the other hand is awfully quiet. He led us to the kitchen where lunch is served. Then he told us to wait for a bit and walked to the veranda that was just beside the dining area. He was talking to a man that was blocked from my view.

“Tito kain po!” Niccolo said as he placed some rice on his plate after saying grace. Sir Dean looked at us then back at his dad. Then he started walking back to the dining area. A man followed him but the brightness of the sun caused him to be a silhouette for a second, then his figure came into view.

It was Sir Chancy.

“Ah, Maya, meet my Dad. Si –“

“S-Sir Chancy?” I interrupted. A huge smile formed in the lips of the old man.

“Well, if it isn’t Ms. Dela Rosa.” He said and came near me to shake my hand.

“You two know each other?” Sir Dean asked.

“As a matter of fact, yes.” His father answered. “We met when your college had a meeting for the field trip and I had to become your proxy. Nung pinapunta kita ng Japan?”

Sir Dean paused for a bit before he nodded. “Got it.” He said and sat down on the chair beside me. “Why don’t you join us for lunch Dad? Mamaya pa naman ata ang meeting niyo.”

“Hm. Why not?” The older Lim said and sat on the chair beside Niccolo. “O, kumain ka lang Ms. Dela Rosa. Wag kang mahihiya. Gumaya ka rito sa batang katabi ko. At home na at home.”

Niccolo suddenly stopped eating and looked at Sir Chancy. “Tito naman, walang ganyanan. Masarap lang po talaga ‘yung luto ni Manang Fe.” He said and continued to eat.

I was too stunned to talk. No wonder Sir Ryan told me before that all the clues are out and I just have to connect it. But I wasn’t really expecting Sir Chancy to be Sir Dean’s father. I’ve seen it coming that his father would be a big name but I wasn’t really expecting it to be him.

“Maya .. Maya.” Sir Dean called. “Kumain ka na.” He said and he started putting rice on my plate. Then he passed the bowl of rice to his father. “Anong gusto mong ulam?” He asked.

“Ay Sir Dean ako na.” I said and I reached for the plate of fried chicken. “Sige na, kumain ka na rin.” I said.

“Now you know who my father is. I guess you can understand why I’m keeping my surname a secret.” Sir Dean said.

“Hindi pa ba niya alam, Ricky?” Sir Chancy asked. But what caught my attention is the name. Ricky. “Actually Ms. Dela Rosa, maarte lang talaga ‘yang anak ko. Pwede naman niyang gamitin tapos sabihin na lang niya na malayo akong kamag-anak.”

“Dad, it’s different still.” Sir Dean replied then he turned back to me. “You’re awfully quiet Maya.” He said.

“Ah, ako? Hindi. Ano lang, nagulat lang ako na si Sir Chancy pala ‘yung dad mo, Ricky.” I said and a huge smile just crept on my face when I said his nickname. He looked at me with the same amusement in his eyes.

“Don’t you dare use that nickname, Maya. I’m serious. Lalo na kapag nasa labas tayo.” He dared.

“Bakit? Ang cute kaya ng Ricky!” I replied. “Sir Chancy, okay lang po ba na tawagin ko si Sir Dean na Ricky?” I asked his father and he quickly gave me his permission. “O ‘di ba? I have permission.”

“Dad! Do you really have to?” Sir Dean exclaimed to his father but I can clearly see that he is on the verge of laughing.

“Oo naman! Ricky, it’s one of the consequences of not using my surname when you’re in campus.” Sir Chancy played along. “And please, do call me Tito na lang, Ms. Dela Rosa. And can I call you Maya?”

“Oo naman po Tito!” I replied with a smile on my face. “Pero ang cute talaga ng Ricky eh.”

“This is all your fault Dad. Now she can make fun of me.” Sir Dean said making his dad laugh.

“Dapat pala matagal mo nang dinala rito si Maya eh!” Sir Chancy said.

“Ay tito, nauna pa po si Ma’am Maya na makapunta rito sa bahay niyo eh.” Niccolo butted in as he continued to munch on his food.

“Ha? Kailan?” He asked.

“She was the one who took care of me when I was sick.” Sir Dean, Ricky rather said. “That was when you had a business trip in Singapore and Manang went home to take care of her daughter.”

“Oh, I see.” Tito Roberto said. “Naikwento nga ni Fe na nagkasakit ka raw at wala siya para alagaan ka. Well, I do hope that he is not that much of a burden, Maya.”

“Tito, ako pa nga po ata ‘yung burden nung gabing ‘yon eh. I fell asleep po sa library. Umaga na po ako nagising.” I answered and I bit my lip. I think it was too soon for me to tell that story. Tito Roberto and Niccolo looked at each other, then smiled.

“Mabilis pala ‘tong anak ko.” Tito Roberto remarked.

“Dad, stop. Please. Can we just eat?” Sir Dean shyly asked.

“Magkwentuhan na lang kayo Kuya Richard, para nasosolo ko ‘yung pagkain.” Niccolo said as he forked another piece of chicken. The two Lim just laughed at him. The rest of lunch was just filled with banters, mostly because I’m mocking Sir Dean of his nickname. After eating, Tito Roberto said his goodbye. We are all in the living room to watch a movie since Niccolo asked for it but he fell asleep before the movie could even reach the middle.

“Tignan mo ‘tong bata na ‘to. Magyayaya manood ng movie, tutulugan naman pala.” Sir Dean said as he turned the television off.

“Hayaan mo na Ricky, puyat ata eh.” I said.

Sir Dean narrowed his eyes at me. “You’re still using ‘Ricky’ even if my Dad already left?” He asked.

“Oo naman! Bagay kaya sa’yo.” I mocked.

“Ah ganon. Bahala ka sa problem set mo.” He said and started walking away.

“Sir Dean!” I called but he kept on walking away. “Sir Dean naman eh!” I started running until I grabbed his arm. “Masyado ka namang pikon.” He kept his mouth shut and his eyes doesn’t meet mine. “Okay fine, tama na ‘yung Ricky. Back to Sir Dean na ulit.”

Sir Dean looked at me and winked his eye. “I was just playing. Pwede na siguro akong artista.” He said and I laughed so hard.

“Ewan ko sa’yo Ricky.” I said and he just sighed.

“Sige na. You win. You can call me Ricky but please, sana kapag tayo lang dalwa okay?” He asked and I nodded. “Let’s go to the library nang maturuan na kita.” He said as he put his arm on my shoulder. My heart fluttered with what he did. But even if it did, there’s a word that popped in my mind. Coexistence.

 

 

A/N:

Medyo napasarap po ang pagttype ko haha! Salamat po sa paghihintay!

Wherever You Will Go 15

Chapter 15

“You’re still sick. As your Dean, I’m telling you not to go to school tomorrow. Ah, I’m not telling you, I’m commanding you.” Sir Dean said as he took a sip of the cup of coffee that my mother brought in earlier. After we ate the food that he brought, he insisted to stay since no one is looking out for me. I really wanted him to leave but having him around is not uncomfortable as it looks. And besides, it would really be a disgraceful thing to do if I made him feel like I want him to go as soon as possible.

“Sir, kailangan kong pumasok. Paano na lang po ‘yung klase ko –“

“We can always find a substitute. Kung wala edi ako na lang.” He stubbornly argued. I groaned and glared at him. I can’t really win with this guy against me. We were having a normal conversation on how school has been after I fainted when I mentioned that I will go back tomorrow. That’s how this whole thing started. “Don’t give me that look, Ms. Dela Rosa. As your superior, a friend and a soon-to-be doctor, what you’re planning to do is unhealthy.” He firmly said.

I rolled my eyes at him. I don’t care! I can’t miss another class of his again. I will surely fail. I looked back at him to continue arguing but I was surprised with the words that involuntarily left my mouth. “A friend?”

His eyes widened for a bit then he nodded. “Yes. A friend. Am I not?” He ended in a question. I mirrored the confused look he is giving me. I am certain that we are colleagues but it hasn’t really crossed my mind to consider that we are friends. I stared back at him and saw that he’s quite anxious in waiting for my answer.

I’ve decided to give Sir Dean a smile. “Yes, Sir. We’re friends.” I replied and the corner of his lips produced a smirk. Seeing him like that made me realize that we are in fact friends. Over the weeks that I’ve known him, I became close not just to Richard Santelices but to the man he actually is – Richard Lim. As Sir Ryan said, I’m one of the few people who knows the real him.

“Then, as your friend, I’m advising you to stay home tomorrow –“

“Sir, I refuse to follow. There are still a lot of things that I need to figure out in your subject. Tulad ngayon, nag-lesson kayo kanina, hindi ko alam kung anong topic tapos exam pa –“

“Hindi ako nag-lesson kanina.” He interrupted as he grabbed his iPad from his bag.

“H-Ha?” I quickly said. I don’t even know anything else to say but that. From my seat, I saw him unlock his iPad and opened some program. “Walang klase kanina?” I added.

He nodded without looking up. “I have some personal matters that my father wants me to do. It took longer than I expected and I failed to show up in class. I came here instead.” He answered.

My mouth hung open. “Talaga Sir?” I asked again, wanting assurance of what I just heard. It’s so unlike him to be like that. He just nodded and continued scrolling his iPad. Something caught my attention with what he said. “Sir, ano pong pangalan ng tatay niyo?” As soon as the last word was out, his head snapped to look at me with his slightly furrowed brows.

“Why do ask?” He asked back. His iPad was momentarily forgotten and his full attention is on me. I suddenly felt conscious because of the look he is giving me.

“Uhmm.” What would I say? Should I say that I just asked or it’s because of what I heard from Simon? “Ah, ano Sir. Si Simon kasi, nagkukwento kanina tungkol sa .. sa owner ng school nila.” I started. Damn, I should’ve said that I just want to know. But I’m too late now. “Tapos may binaggit po kasi siyang pangalan tapos ang apelyido, Lim. Wala lang, naisip ko lang na .. baka related kayo somehow.” I stated and swallowed the lump in my throat.

Sir Dean nodded slowly and brought his attention back into his iPad. “You’ll find out soon.” He said. I rolled my eyes at him. I should’ve known that his response will be those words again. I grabbed my phone and saw that it’s already eight in the evening. I removed my blanket and swung my legs off the bed and lifted myself up. Before I could even take a step, someone already held me by the arm. “If you’re going to stand up, please inform me first. Saan ka ba pupunta?” He said beside me.

“I’m going to get my bag, Sir. Magrereview ako.” I said and tried to walk again but his grip on my arm stopped me. When I look at him, he just sighed. I felt the force he’s putting into me that made me sit back on the bed. Before I could protest, he already reached for my bag that was hanging on the back of the door. But instead of giving it to me, he brought it with him as he sat beside me, also leaning his back on the head board. “Sir, ‘yung bag ko.” I said.

“You’re not allowed to study. Do you really want to be sick?” He asked back without looking up again. “When I was sick, you told me that I shouldn’t be reading my journal since it will just make me feel dizzy. The same terms must be applied to you.” He said again.

“The same terms are not applicable to me.” I said in my in-matter-of-fact voice. As expected, Sir Dean looked at me in confusion. “Sir, you’re one of the wisest people that I’ve met, probably even the wisest of them all! I do not intend to be rude but I do think that you’ll do just fine when you didn’t review the night you got sick. Napakatalino niyo Sir! Walang wala ang level ng katalinuhan ko, kung meron man, sa level niyo ngayon. Kung hindi ako magrereview, babagsak po ako. Pero kung kayo ‘yung hindi mag-rereview, baka pumasa pa kayo –“

“So that’s what you think of me.” He said in a cold voice, stopping me from talking. “Well, it’s understandable since you all know the path that I chose to take, and I bet Ryan already enlightened you with it.” He added quite calmly, but I could see that he’s a bit irritated.

“Ah, Sir, sorry –“

“I always read reading materials in my free time because I don’t want to waste a single minute. My situation is very unusual since I’m a Dean and I’m enrolled in med school. I don’t have time for everything, Ms. Dela Rosa. I don’t have a lot of free hours in a day. I sleep in the morning, would wake up two or three hours after, med school comes next which is intoxicating, after that I still have to go to PUS to check my college, go back to med school, go back to PUS to teach, go home then review until morning.” He stated and I felt like I want to be eaten alive right now. “Then add the pressure of being someone’s son and that I have to always look so composed even though I’m rattling with so much shit inside of me.” He continued and ended it with a sigh.

I remained sessile in my place. I cannot move a single muscle. I watched him and for the first time, I saw the other side of Sir Dean. The person sitting in front of me is slouching, his eyes look like they’re about to close anytime soon and that I could feel exhaustion emanating from his body. He’s right about himself. He’s under a lot of stress and I don’t have any right to compare myself in him.

With the strength powered by the unhealthy fast food, I lifted my hand and grabbed Sir Dean’s left hand away from his iPad. I could see the look of astonishment in his eyes but I’m already thankful that he didn’t pull back. I held his hand with both of mine and using my thumb, I applied pressure in his, giving him a massage. “Nung buhay pa si Tatay, madalas niya sa’kin gawin ‘to. Masyado na raw kasi akong stressed kahit na BS Bio pa lang daw ‘yung kinukuha ko.” I said and I felt him relax.

I heard Sir Dean sigh beside me, then I felt the head board move a bit, giving me a hint that he leaned his back on it. “Do you know that God gave us this life so we could live it to the fullest? Yet humans made it all complicated. Like for us as an example. He just wants us to enjoy life and meet Him back at the end yet we’re stressing ourselves like this.” He said which kind of surprised me. I never thought of him as a guy who has so much faith beyond his baggage.

“Wala naman po kasing smooth ride, Sir. Laging may obstacles, may hindrances, may bawal, may pwede. Kung wala ‘yon, hindi natin masusubukan ‘yung sarili natin kung deserving ba tayo sa pupuntahan nating lugar.” I said and I stole a glance at him. He managed to produce a smirk this time but it doesn’t reach his eyes. “Saka Sir, ano ka ba, exam lang ‘yan. Sabi nga nung prof namin dati, ‘Exams are not made to define who you are.’” I proudly said.

“Said the person who wants to study even if she’s sick. Very, very ironic.” He sarcastically said and I found myself laughing because of it. “You can’t understand my lessons? How come? I thought I always explain them clearly.” He said.

I abandoned his left hand and gestured to give me his other hand. “Malinaw siya Sir. Kaso lang, sa sobrang pagod, hindi na naaabsob ng utak ko.” I said as I massaged his right hand. “Kulang ata ako sa time management eh. Kaya kailangan kong humingi ng advice sa inyo Sir kung paano mag-manage ng time.” I teased and the smirk on his face grew wider.

“How about this? If you ever have questions or topics that you can’t understand, just approach me. Tutal, ilang hakbang lang ang layo ng office ko sa table mo.” He offered.

“Nako Sir, edi nakadagdag lang ako sa stress mo –“

“Nope.” He interrupted. “We stressed-people need to work together. Or else, this stress will eat us. As your newly found friend, na inutusan mong bumili ng Jollibee kanina, you need to be absent tomorrow so that you can recover. And,” He pulled his hand back for a second and grabbed his bag. I heard the sound of the zipper then he placed it back on the floor. He’s holding the black filler notebook where I usually see him write. “Here. You can borrow this for the mean time.”

My mouth gaped. “Sir! Hindi na kailangan –“

“I insist.” He said and threw the notebook and landing it on my lap. “Ingatan mo lang.” I stared at the notebook on my lap and hesitatingly opened it. It was full of writings that I could barely read because of the penmanship. I couldn’t help but smile at it. Sir Dean looks like a promising doctor. “Why are you smiling?” I heard him ask.

I chuckled first before I looked at him. “Wala lang Sir, natuwa lang ako sa penmanship niyo. Mukha na kasing pang doktor. ‘Yung parang kinahig ng manok.” I said and he smiled back.

“Well you have to live with it. I cannot really blame myself though. Kapag kasi umabot ka na sa ganitong degree ng pag-aaral, lahat na lang ng sinasabi ng professor mo, importante. Kailangan maabutan mo lahat ng sinasabi niya kaya ‘yan ang resulta.” He explained.

I chuckled again and continued to flip the pages. “Pero Sir hindi ko talaga pwedeng hiramin ‘to.” I said. “Tanda niyo pa nung una tayong nagkakilala? ‘Yung napagkamalan ko kayong estudyante ko? Tapos nung natapos na ‘yung klase, in-approach ko kayo para umalis na ng room. Tanda niyo pa kung anong sinabi niyo?”

I huge smile formed in his lips. “If you’re going to ask for my notes, don’t bother.” He said and a huge smile spread across my own lips. He remembered them word by word!

“See? Tapos ngayon ipapahiram niyo siya sa’kin tapos sasabihin niyo namimihasa ako.” I said and he just chuckled in return.

“I have a different feeling about you Ms. Dela Rosa. This is only a one-time offer. Besides, I don’t think na mamimihasa ka. I can feel na aabutan ka ng hiya mo.” He said and I amusedly shook my head.

“Why are you letting me borrow this?” I asked.

He gave me one of those stares that lasted for more than a second. “Because I can.” He said and then he laid out his left hand again. “Do that massage thing again, wench. Start reviewing tomorrow, not today.” He said and I laughed.

“Wench pala ha.” I said and I pressed my thumbs on his palm so hard.

“Argh! Alright, alright! You’re not a wench!” He immediately said and gave me an amused look. “Slave ka na lang.” He said with a smile and I quickly removed my hand to pinch him on his side. “Argh! Damn woman! Ang bigat ng kamay mo pagdating sa’kin!” He exclaimed.

I laughed so hard and as I applied the normal pressure on his hand. “You haven’t seen the real deal, Sir.” I taunted.

He narrowed his eyes at me. “I should be getting my shield the next time I see you. I wonder what your greatest fear is.” He said.

“Heights.” I quickly said.

Sir Dean’s face produced an enlightened one and I laughed so hard again because of it. “It’s your loss my friend. You just told me your weakness.” He said.

“What’s yours Sir?” I asked.

“Why would I tell you? Hindi ako uto-uto no.” He said and the whole scenario was repeated again. We were laughing so hard after that and I simply don’t know what happened next since my eyes automatically closed to sleep.

 

..

thoughts? 😉

A/N: Tadaaaa! Please do include me in your prayers. Haha. Exams ko na po this week and the next. Sobrang naiistress na po ako sa buhay ko. Lol. Thank you for your patience! Kahit po ako hindi ko inaakalang magiging ganito kahectic ang sophomore year ko. Salamat po sa patuloy na pagsuporta sa blog na ito! Excuse the typos. Thaaanks! God bless!